Holiday Blues
Yup, the month of December, it's suppose to be a fiesta with the excitement with plans where to countdown for Christmas and as well the largest occasion of all New Year.
With students busy plotting how to skip class, how to plead for the lecturer to cancel class so we'll have longer holidays, while workers are trying to clear up their annual leaves so that they can enjoy a longer period of holiday.
As a student, I am excited at first to think of all this facts that i will be having a long holiday, meeting up with my friends from high school, mainly, it's a season of gatherings, but somehow it's not what i expected to feel. It's just different.
The feeling is like i want to spend all this occasions with somebody, does not necessarily be in relationship - somebody, it could be a good pal, buddy or bestie .. or maybe it's a desperation to have company, it's just contradicting, effect of the holiday blues, therefore, this year I am not liking holidays and rather bury myself in work loads :) at least something is done and not me here pondering all this sort of things :)
Neways, hope none of u readers are feeling the blue's of holidays as me :) Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :)
Karte.LXVI
GOT STRUCK MY MOOD-LESS ......
I'm finding a song to express my mood, when i suddenly heard this song in my play list, just suit my current feelings ... so .. BLUE ..
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain.
Tears and Rain.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain.
Tears and Rain.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain by James Blunt
Karte.LXV
Good News
So, I headed back Ipoh on the Fri night with my cous sis, brother , though i was tired, drove midnight but still come to think of the home cooking and the fantastic plus satisfying food you can get in Ipoh, its really enough to wipe your boredom of driving back. Not to forget, meeting all my old school mates
As I reached Ipoh, my sister suggested to have supper (2am) at a place in town called Tuck Kee, I was so blur when i reached Ipoh after a whole tired day on Fri but as the food was served, the aroma awaked me, it's the home sense of feeling, the aroma of the food is just intriguing! I've posted a few picture, they're all in my stomach but you can savor the pictures
Presenting...
Wat Tan Hor
Fried Lo Shue Fun
Steamed Squid
Pork Balls aka 'Zhu Yok Yuen'
It was a good night's start and the food journey continues with my family, I didn't took any pictures then though, but if you really made a trip down to IPoh i can guarantee you that it will definitely be satisfying!
So, I headed back Ipoh on the Fri night with my cous sis, brother , though i was tired, drove midnight but still come to think of the home cooking and the fantastic plus satisfying food you can get in Ipoh, its really enough to wipe your boredom of driving back. Not to forget, meeting all my old school mates
As I reached Ipoh, my sister suggested to have supper (2am) at a place in town called Tuck Kee, I was so blur when i reached Ipoh after a whole tired day on Fri but as the food was served, the aroma awaked me, it's the home sense of feeling, the aroma of the food is just intriguing! I've posted a few picture, they're all in my stomach but you can savor the pictures
Presenting...
Wat Tan Hor
Fried Lo Shue Fun
Steamed Squid
Pork Balls aka 'Zhu Yok Yuen'It was a good night's start and the food journey continues with my family, I didn't took any pictures then though, but if you really made a trip down to IPoh i can guarantee you that it will definitely be satisfying!
Karte.LXIV
BOLT! ZOOM ZOOMI still can't watch my movie, Quanrantine, due to reason my friends would get freaked out easily if they're watching scary movies, so i'll have to wait another week till i can get friends who won't get freaked out from scary movies :)
So instead of Quanrantine, we settled for Bolt,The Super Dog kononnya la, we watched the 3D version, cost me RM17. It was quite an experience but i won't be returning for another 3D movie unless it's really really interesting, I would definitely go for 3D Quarantine, if there's one la hahaha
Back to Bolt, if it were to be compared with Madagascar 2, i guess Madagascar made me laughed alot where as Bolt is rather the animation with moral values, not to say Madagascar don't have but Bolt is presented in a more dramatical way, so at times there are parts i felt it's rather draggy. But luckily, there's Rhino, hahaha that furry guy made me laughed till my jaws hurt.
Therefore all in all, if you're looking for a good laugh i suggest Madagascar 2, but if you are looking for something bit more serious, Bolt but then again, both are animations so you should know what you're expecting :)
*Those specs, it keeps dropping, maybe my face ain't big enough, anyway don't loose it, penalty is RM150 ...
Karte.LXIII
Restless
1st December, marks the end of my 3 weeks holiday which is not much of a holiday as well, since i'm back in Ipoh, like i said, routine routine and routine. Which is Breakfast, Biscuits, Lunch, Biscuits and Dinner + sometimes supper. Yup, needing a good rest and vacation maybe, but time seems to fly so fast, everything just happened in a blink of an eye.
Back in KL, on 30th of Nov, wishing that i would get some rest but as the title said, Restless, strucked by insomnia. Hate sleepless nights, it makes us recall the past, that's why i hate insomnias, one thought leads to another, it's a like a chain reaction where you try going down or retrieving the chain, you'll be linked to endless chains of past memories, the feeling is like you've got a scar on your body and you touch it, somehow the scar will send a tingling feeling and the brain will clearly tell you how you fell and got that scar, people always say that you should learn your mistakes but how sure are we that we would not get another scar from the similar incident because the future holds so much of untold stories which we yet to reveal to ourselves.
But then again, we're just mere humans, we are just glad that the scar which once a wound had healed itself leaving a mark to remind us, at least there's a reminder and we've been through, so whenever you felt like there's a dejavu happening which would lead you back and knowing that you'll get hurt, make a u-turn or choose another path to avoid any injuries be it physically or emotionally, that's why our body have scars for wounds that's been cutted deeply.
"As we try to unravel our entanggled past and kept thinking of what will happen in the future,hoping to find an answer, a gift but we have forgotten a gift that's always been there, right where we are, the present"-yangkee
1st December, marks the end of my 3 weeks holiday which is not much of a holiday as well, since i'm back in Ipoh, like i said, routine routine and routine. Which is Breakfast, Biscuits, Lunch, Biscuits and Dinner + sometimes supper. Yup, needing a good rest and vacation maybe, but time seems to fly so fast, everything just happened in a blink of an eye.
Back in KL, on 30th of Nov, wishing that i would get some rest but as the title said, Restless, strucked by insomnia. Hate sleepless nights, it makes us recall the past, that's why i hate insomnias, one thought leads to another, it's a like a chain reaction where you try going down or retrieving the chain, you'll be linked to endless chains of past memories, the feeling is like you've got a scar on your body and you touch it, somehow the scar will send a tingling feeling and the brain will clearly tell you how you fell and got that scar, people always say that you should learn your mistakes but how sure are we that we would not get another scar from the similar incident because the future holds so much of untold stories which we yet to reveal to ourselves.
But then again, we're just mere humans, we are just glad that the scar which once a wound had healed itself leaving a mark to remind us, at least there's a reminder and we've been through, so whenever you felt like there's a dejavu happening which would lead you back and knowing that you'll get hurt, make a u-turn or choose another path to avoid any injuries be it physically or emotionally, that's why our body have scars for wounds that's been cutted deeply.
"As we try to unravel our entanggled past and kept thinking of what will happen in the future,hoping to find an answer, a gift but we have forgotten a gift that's always been there, right where we are, the present"-yangkee
Karte.LXII
Food Therapy
I've been eating, eating, and eating since that day .. it was rather depressing to know about it, somehow i had high hopes for what i expected, but i guess once again my world crumbled... made me, empty.
So eventually, i guess food therapy in Ipoh is really cheap :), for just only RM10 here you can stuff yourself until you can't move, I didn't took much pictures though...
And, it began like this, if you are looking for some therapy to cheer you up besides shopping, knowingly expensive, do try food therapy but of course look for good food, it's sort of a way to pamper yourself and know that there's still good things in life worth living for, well at least for me cos i live to eat, not eat to live type of person.
Like I said, rm10, let me introduce to you all, mee goreng and mee rebus, yup each for only rm2.50 so i gobbled up this plate of mee rebus, plus few pieces of nyonya kuih(RM3->rather expensive :( ), which is superb, you can't those delicious kuih anywhere else, of course again, don't compare it with penang :)
Eventually I was really surprised when i paid, the kid said it's rm2.50 and I was like thinking there's still food below rm3 besides all the roti-rotis in mamak stall hahaha, so lets proceed.
Next would be mee goreng, again rm2.50, another plate of cholesterol XD, this one was goreng-ed to perfection, yeah so if you add up the sum rm2.50 + rm2.50 + rm3 + mah favourite coffee :) = it's only rm9 less than rm10.
So there you have it, food therapy for 1 session, another way would be swallowing biscuits, i don't mean it literally, but if the way you eat it like you're eating junks then it's really swallowing hahaha.
Eventually now would be the best time to eat biscuits because festive seasons are just around the corner, there are a variety of biscuits out there! Go grab and start stuffing! hahaha I eventually just finished 1 bottle of bee-hive(a type of biscuit) in a day.
Anyway, my food therapy sessions will be ending soon cuz i am heading back KL soon .. -sigh-
I've been eating, eating, and eating since that day .. it was rather depressing to know about it, somehow i had high hopes for what i expected, but i guess once again my world crumbled... made me, empty.
So eventually, i guess food therapy in Ipoh is really cheap :), for just only RM10 here you can stuff yourself until you can't move, I didn't took much pictures though...
And, it began like this, if you are looking for some therapy to cheer you up besides shopping, knowingly expensive, do try food therapy but of course look for good food, it's sort of a way to pamper yourself and know that there's still good things in life worth living for, well at least for me cos i live to eat, not eat to live type of person.
Like I said, rm10, let me introduce to you all, mee goreng and mee rebus, yup each for only rm2.50 so i gobbled up this plate of mee rebus, plus few pieces of nyonya kuih(RM3->rather expensive :( ), which is superb, you can't those delicious kuih anywhere else, of course again, don't compare it with penang :)Eventually I was really surprised when i paid, the kid said it's rm2.50 and I was like thinking there's still food below rm3 besides all the roti-rotis in mamak stall hahaha, so lets proceed.
Next would be mee goreng, again rm2.50, another plate of cholesterol XD, this one was goreng-ed to perfection, yeah so if you add up the sum rm2.50 + rm2.50 + rm3 + mah favourite coffee :) = it's only rm9 less than rm10.So there you have it, food therapy for 1 session, another way would be swallowing biscuits, i don't mean it literally, but if the way you eat it like you're eating junks then it's really swallowing hahaha.
Eventually now would be the best time to eat biscuits because festive seasons are just around the corner, there are a variety of biscuits out there! Go grab and start stuffing! hahaha I eventually just finished 1 bottle of bee-hive(a type of biscuit) in a day.
Anyway, my food therapy sessions will be ending soon cuz i am heading back KL soon .. -sigh-
Karte.LXI
My Inaugural Road TripLike I said, it's inaugural, it's not a trip which hoping to go again because it's for a medical issue which have something to do with my uncle.
So, I started from Ipoh at 5.30 in the morning, took a bus down to Taiping and from there I took over the driver seat and drove all the way down to Penang. When we(Uncle, Dai Yee, Kam Mou and me) reached Penang we went directly to Gleneagles where we spent more than half a day there. Thanks to the hospital's facilities where there's a TV equiped with Astro I watched 2 movies there :)
After things have been settled there(Glad that the doctor said my uncle was in recovering stage") ), we went for food, didn't really hunted for it, we just drove around and hoping to find a place where there are some variety of food sold, fortunately we found 1 and i've been to that place before XD how lucky. Was rather happy due to the fact at last i've managed to taste Penang's genuine Fried Koay Teow + chu cheong fun with the black paste(aka har gou) and what made me drool when i think about it was it's coffee, it's so original even Ipoh had to lost to it.
So after our late lunch, I drove all the way back to Taiping and took a bus back to Ipoh, my inaugural road trip ended around 6.30pm. Therefore basically I was on the road for almost 14 hours hahahahaha, do hope I can make a trip down to Penang again and this time be it really a trip :)
*Get well soon uncle :)
Karte.LX
I Like to Move It, Move It!Yes! I finally get to watch this movie! Hey and I tell you I had a terrific time laughing at those lost animals from New York to Madagascar and ended up in Africa XD
Sometimes i do wonder, how can those animals be so chill? From Madagascar 1 those penguins have really made a deep impression on me, and yes! not forgetting King Julien, he really is a cool character!!
Though I know I am a bit late to watch cause some of my friends have watched it before it's released date but I still enjoy it so much, and I failed to watch alone thanks to ma 'bud' that came along :) We even had Move It Mcflurry, hahaha
*Hey bud, if you're reading this post, maybe one day we shall have double cheese burger hee^^ -> as supper hahaha,
So that pretty wraps up my day besides a whole day of biscuits making, yup, I'm helping out my family in biscuits making, so well the next post i'll be talking about my biscuits :) stay tuned .. till then .. Keep On Moving, I Like to Move It Move It !
Karte.LIX
A New HideoutI still remember we, Blind, Fei Lo and me , had a pact that we will meet at the same spot 10 years down the road, then we were only 18 when we went separate ways of our lives, then, it was our favorite hideout, U-Curry, where we did spent most of our time in Ipoh, as years gone by, our friendship lasted but not U-Curry, it was rather a disappointment because wherever U-Curry went you will definitely see us The 3 Stooges there sitting and sipping teh tariks plus ... ;P
So, due to our disappointment me and Blind went and looked for a new hideout, and woahlah! we found 1, it's our new hideout! The moment we went into the shop we had this stoned feeling, and the picture above was taken in our 'hideout', stone right? It just soothes the mood of our stony feeling every morning, to add credits to that place we met an old friend there, our friendly-neighbourhood-roti-canai-maker from U-Curry , at last a place where we can hide away, it's not that we want to hide away from anything but it's a good place where we can relive our habits of stoning hahaha
Look, it's not a total waste of time, it's just that once you've been in the fast lane in the city, you just need to slow down, lessen your pace of life for just that few weeks, even if it's for a moment, it's worthwhile. So, Mr.Blind and me sat down there chatted bout Heidi, a topic that's within closed walls in our hideout Xp.<-- Blind (stoned)
Therefore, my hopes and wishes is to be able to frequent our hideout again through out the years which we don't know how many years can we come back to our hometown that frequent anymore as both Blind and me will be stepping into another phase of life real soon, but at least we have something good to look forward to when we're back in Ipoh .. OUR HIDEOUT :)
Lastly, since it's a hideout I will not tell the location of the place Xp so if you all are curious enough do find out where and maybe you'll meet 2 stoners there, but before I end my post ... I would like to say, U-Curry, you've been there for us, and your memories will stay in us but as we are entering a new phase, it's time for us to move on and may you(U-Curry) live as a past in our hearts *heartz* ...
We all have our time machines. Some takes us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they are called dreams - Jeremy Iron
Karte.LVIII
Coffee and Kinta RiverIntroducing my new blend, yup coffee + kinta river , ok it's not like i am taking kinta river's water to make a cup of coffee, kinta river is the spot and coffee is the drink, you know me, coffee is practically my life.
The place was rather serene, I would really like to applaud those who developed that area, it's about time Ipoh have a concept of dining by the river side thingy, but unfortunately it's just like few percent of completion, and yeah kinta river's water is still brownish but at least it's something and i totally dig the environment there with so miniature famous bridges such as the Brooklyn bridge, our infamous Penang Bridge, London Bridge and if i am not mistaken there's 2 more, which i think it's rather a cool concept :)
As for beverages, it does not only serve coffee, you can reasonable western food typical "Yeolde" style of food there, price is pretty reasonable and best part is there's not tax! hehehe everything sold there is net price. I didn't had the chance to try the food there, I just a had a cup of coffee with my friend as we both have taken a very heavy dinner i guess.As a reminiscence, this place, Kinta River brought back lots of memories to me while i was a school kid then, as my bus would always stop next to the school and we would run down to the river and start throwing stones beside the river bank, then to me the river was just a very big drain to drain out all the dirts of the city and it even smells but now look at what man has decided to do it, I am pretty pleased with it. Definitely will visit again :)
Well, I really do hope this project would be a success so I would have another thing to look forward to when I am back in Ipoh, so ppl of Ipoh do check out this place, it's just located next to St. Michaels School if you are wondering where it's where abouts. Sorry for not much of pictures uploaded due to my phone's low battery, but promise if i ever do visit there again i will take more pics :)
Adopt the pace of nature: her secret is patience. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson
Karte.LVII
Coffee and NewspaperA Blend of Life's Relaxation
It got me thinking today, it's really slow here, when i looked at my cup of coffee, it reminds me of the times I had in KL where every morning when I wake up the first thing i will do is march to the kitchen and boil water for my Nescafe, then while waiting for my water to be heated up, without wasting time, i'll bath wash up and gear up to face the day, but without that cup of nescafe i am as good as half alive. Before I move out of the house i'll gulp that cup of nescafe down because I am always in a hurry. Sometimes i gulped so fast, I don't even get to taste how it taste like hahahaha... But when I am back in Ipoh, there's no more Nescafe, instead i get coffee, and not coffee alone, it's coffee with papers ..
Yup :) life can't get more relaxing and better than this, I don't think Ipoh coffee sounds unfamiliar to people these days already right? I don't know why there's this special taste of Ipoh coffee which i can't get anywhere else especially in KL hahaha yup and the infamous "chum" is superb!
FYI -> "Chum" is mixture of "teh" and "coffee" and it's my another favourite.
Like i said, life can't get anymore relaxing than sipping a cup of hot coffee in the morning with newspapers to read, gosh i do sound like some "ah pek" in their midst 50s but thats how i liked my mornings to be.Every sip of the coffee you can taste the sweetness and bitter of that drink, that's what made me love coffee so much, sweet and bitterness. This kind of therapy is really interesting because as you sip down that coffee you'll feel that life suddenly has gone so slow, that tiny cup of coffee feels like it's taking forever to finish and if you compare yourself to the life when you are living in the fast lane, that tiny cup of coffee posts no satisfaction at all because by then it will not be sipping it'll be gulping and before you know it you'll be burning your tongue because the coffee is still hot. Poor coffee, depreciated like that.
You can't deny for coffee lovers, ipoh coffee is still the best in most parts of Malaysia but of course don't compare with Starbucks because its way off limits. But economically, i think RM1 sounds very reasonable for a cup of coffee at a Chinese restaurant. If you take in consideration value for money, RM1 compared to RM15 then you'll see the difference. This RM1 price you can only find it in Ipoh hehehe, jealous? I still remember drinking Coffee at 80cents, that's pretty way back into those years already but till now, RM1 is still ok :) value for money hehehe ...
So, now you have it the blend of my life, for coffee lovers out there, do share how you'll enjoy your coffee, coffee is like part of my companion in life already, without it, gosh, how could i survive :) COFFEE AND PAPERS...
"There is more to life than increasing its speed"-Gandhi-
Karte.LVI
Stressed?
Ok I know finals are around the corner for a lot of people I know, and the intensity in the air is high but take some time off ur books, comps, philosophies, laws, management .. or what ever you are reading and think how answer to your parents if you didn't do so well ........
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Got no answer??
I do have one for you,
Here's how it goes ,
Student 1 : How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?
Yangkee : You just send a telegram:" Result declared, past year's performance repeated"
"A smile a day keeps worries away :) :) "
Ok I know finals are around the corner for a lot of people I know, and the intensity in the air is high but take some time off ur books, comps, philosophies, laws, management .. or what ever you are reading and think how answer to your parents if you didn't do so well ........
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Got no answer??
I do have one for you,
Here's how it goes ,
Student 1 : How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?
Yangkee : You just send a telegram:" Result declared, past year's performance repeated"
"A smile a day keeps worries away :) :) "
Karte.LV
Maybe,
Well, maybe i screwed up my exams, maybe i didn't treat my friends so well, maybe i purposely didn't answer that call, maybe i fought with my parents, maybe i had a bad attitude, maybe today is just a bad day, maybe it's just another boring day, maybe it's just my conscience... yes and the maybe list goes on and on, the bottom line is, we don't know.
Taken from a drama which phrased, " Can you measure the distance you are from the sky? or can you measure the quantity of water in the ocean?" Well to be honest we can't, we just can't so there comes the word maybe, maybe it's this deep or maybe it's that far...
The point is, maybe and with that word maybe there ain't a definite answer. So instead on focusing on maybes focus of yes or no. What you are today is what you've learnt from the past and becoming better, with past, i don't mean by just reflecting on yourself or maybe your experience, learn from the past focuses on a broad and wider scopes, which means family's path, friends and everyone you've met.
Yeah, so MAYBE, you can stop lingering in your little whinny world, instead, be realistic think of something reachable within you, reach out and achieve it and it will be a start for you at least you've achieved something.
"The world is not going to stop there and hear you whine, while you are whining everyone is picking up their paces and running ahead of you far far and further that you have least expected"
Well, maybe i screwed up my exams, maybe i didn't treat my friends so well, maybe i purposely didn't answer that call, maybe i fought with my parents, maybe i had a bad attitude, maybe today is just a bad day, maybe it's just another boring day, maybe it's just my conscience... yes and the maybe list goes on and on, the bottom line is, we don't know.
Taken from a drama which phrased, " Can you measure the distance you are from the sky? or can you measure the quantity of water in the ocean?" Well to be honest we can't, we just can't so there comes the word maybe, maybe it's this deep or maybe it's that far...
The point is, maybe and with that word maybe there ain't a definite answer. So instead on focusing on maybes focus of yes or no. What you are today is what you've learnt from the past and becoming better, with past, i don't mean by just reflecting on yourself or maybe your experience, learn from the past focuses on a broad and wider scopes, which means family's path, friends and everyone you've met.
Yeah, so MAYBE, you can stop lingering in your little whinny world, instead, be realistic think of something reachable within you, reach out and achieve it and it will be a start for you at least you've achieved something.
"The world is not going to stop there and hear you whine, while you are whining everyone is picking up their paces and running ahead of you far far and further that you have least expected"
Karte.LIV
Holidays and Home,
Yeah, holidays have started not long i guess just about 3 days and yet i don't feel like it, to me it's like a routine in life already, end of semester go home, then same old things will be repetitive, felt like it's too redundant, but well maybe it's like that, which we can't deny it's just life again right?
I am rather predictable, every morning when i am awake, i'll march out to a mamak stall just located outside my house. Breakfast will be -> "boss, teh tarik, roti telur bawang" hahaha yup that's me it's rather easy to satisfy me.I won't be picky for food as long is it fills the stomach and it doesn't taste too bad until it can't be munched or swallowed Xp
After my breakfast or lunch maybe i'l sit down at the stall read a paper till my legs feels like moving i'll go home. At home i'll either do some chores or just sit at the sofa staring at the TV.
So, everytime i am back i have this thought of catching a movie alone, so i guess this time i'll really do so :) (fyi : i do this things alone, though i guess it's not anything great which i guess a lot of ppl ard who's visiting my blog do so as well? -> so do share with me how u spend time alone ) UR NOT ALONE hehehe that's what my friend would always say.
Before I am back here I do miss home a lot, kinda felt a bit home sick, well the feeling is like when you've been away too long you just need a shelter to go back too, rest, recharge and reclaim the lost in your soul so that you will be able to see things ahead better. I guess that's the definition of a home, after all we're mere mortals who's bounded by feelings aren't we?
So to those whose feeling like me, i've attached a pic of IPOH, taken from the hills of Mount Kledang, Menglembu, so for those who misses home do be reminded by the valley of IPOH surrounded by beautiful mountains where we once shared so much memories in growing up be it I know or don't know you :)
"Home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to" ->I find it quite true like i say, mortals ..
Karte.LIII
Back and here again,
If you would look at the picture beside, i've not been updating my blog so frequent, month of october and november was really busy. So barely had time to upload any posts, but I AM BACK!!!
Before i get emo or start with all my posts bout my crazy philosophies, i first blurt out what ever happened for these past 2 months. Well for the record, i managed to somehow disappeared myself from the world for bout 2- 3 weeks which i don't remember how have i disappeared myself Xp.
Well, it's been another great and disastrous sem, so from here i would like to express my appreciation towards all my buddies out there who's been with me with the struggle to get through this semester. So buddies out there you all should know who you are rite?
As i said, Great yet Disastrous sem, I guess those whom are with me should know and as for those who aren't with me also should feel the same right? but i guess i'm just happy that i came out alive.
Why it's a Great sem? One simple reason, buddies are always by my side, they are like your brothers and sisters of war Xp
Why a Disastrous Sem? Lots of reasons to it but i'll just state a few, as usual beginning of the sem i was hoping i'll do well for this semester, it all went well until SE. SE which stands for Fundamentals of Software Engineering, gave me a hard, it was the worst failure throughout the years i'm in uni, therefore .. DISASTER
Then came the emo attack which happened a few times when i was alone, hate emo attacks, don't think guys don't have emo attacks, it happens as well, it's actually quite a different sem this time. To me everything was different ... so how different it was, guess maybe when i'm emo i'll write about it just that now i'm too neutral back in ipoh so my body charges are neutralised not too negative not too positive as well :)
All right so i guess i'll write this much first, stay tune for next post :) ..
Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise.-Alice Walker-
Karte.LII
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Happy Birthday!!!->22 wishes Xp
This year marks the 8th year we've known each other .. 8 looO0onng years .. hahah stil to come stil to come XpDon't worry bout your exam that's coming later, birthday girl will get all the luck she needs for her exam hahaha !! ENJOY!!~Xp
Karte.LI
After all, we're just mere mortals waiting,
Waiting and hoping that some day,
Miracles could once again appear in our lives...
Waiting and hoping that some day,
Miracles could once again appear in our lives...
Karte.L
Pain..
You just have to fight through,
because the truth is..
you can't outrun it and life always make more
You just have to fight through,
because the truth is..
you can't outrun it and life always make more
week 12, commencing ...
Karte.XLIX
CONGRATS! CONGRATS!!
yay! i will be getting an extra Ang Pow Next year!!
yay! i will be getting an extra Ang Pow Next year!!
Handsome Bridegroom and Pretty Bride :)
PROJECT TEAM and Team Leader XD
2 Brothers Wong
lil cous Rachel .. gosh no more little lur ..
.. cheerZ!! ..
Yong Family pricesses :)JUST A MAGNIFICENT NIGHT!
Karte.XLVIII
Another week flickers by, though wave after waves of pressure hit me i'm still standing strong! At least it's subsiding now, but still the waves won't stop. I know after the calm weather storm will arise and it will be here soon. May I have the strength to stay strong to overcome this storm and for those out there who's experiencing the same thing as I do, don't worry 'You're Not Alone'!!! Virtually, We are together not in body but in mind and spirit! so don't give up the fight and fight on!!! We're born survivors and we will survive!!!!
On the other hand,
Mooncake Festival is up this weekend which means, mmm let me see .. MOONCAKE!!!! and Hahaha to have a reminiscence of the childhood memories, I am so gonna get a lantern ('tanglung') to play!! YIPPEE!!!!! and sambil sambil eat mooncake and as usual my very own interest, admire the moon hehehehe...
..ending of week 10..
On the other hand,
Mooncake Festival is up this weekend which means, mmm let me see .. MOONCAKE!!!! and Hahaha to have a reminiscence of the childhood memories, I am so gonna get a lantern ('tanglung') to play!! YIPPEE!!!!! and sambil sambil eat mooncake and as usual my very own interest, admire the moon hehehehe...
..ending of week 10..
Karte.XLVII
Our body is a wonderful mechanism that enables self repair
Isn't it amazing how physical wounds of a human heal ?
But after healing, if the wound inflicted is deep enough there are scars
But ..
Some wounds to the heart doesn't heal
Though we thought it has healed, but it's still bleeding at hurts
Even if it heals, there are always scars,
So if u have a wounded heart or maybe there are too much scars in there,
I dedicate this song to you all ..
I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger
Scars make us stronger for life
Scars by Corrinne May
Isn't it amazing how physical wounds of a human heal ?
But after healing, if the wound inflicted is deep enough there are scars
But ..
Some wounds to the heart doesn't heal
Though we thought it has healed, but it's still bleeding at hurts
Even if it heals, there are always scars,
So if u have a wounded heart or maybe there are too much scars in there,
I dedicate this song to you all ..
I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger
Scars make us stronger for life
Scars by Corrinne May
Karte.XLVI
Happy 20th Birtday Wei Wei! Gosh sempat upload before 12 midnite tonite hehehe hope you had a blast with us this few years back and may all you hopes and dreams come true!!!!!
Me and My Mei Meiz XDGosh, it was suppose to be a surprise next time on birtdays pls ppl!
dun be so smart!
Act Dumb XD
Hope you enjoyed :)
week 9 ain't that bad oso, at least a celebration :)
Karte.XLV
Glancing back,
Looking forward,
Being in present,
We have grown, haven't we?
Or we are still us, just a lil bit daring to be who we are?
Bottomline is,
We don't know,
What we know is, we have a heart
and let it guide us to where we are
and who we are..
Looking forward,
Being in present,
We have grown, haven't we?
Or we are still us, just a lil bit daring to be who we are?
Bottomline is,
We don't know,
What we know is, we have a heart
and let it guide us to where we are
and who we are..
week 9.. commencing
Karte.XLIV
I will successfully overcome everything that blocks my way
Be it by hook or by crook
Leave out all the rest ..
Live life above the unspeakable
Full gear up ahead!
Be it by hook or by crook
Leave out all the rest ..
Live life above the unspeakable
Full gear up ahead!
week 8 commencing ...
Karte.XLIII
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Karte.XLII
Love at first sight ..
A fairytale come true
Or just another disastrous emotion felt by mortals?
What if it's just a crush?
Crush crashes hopes and dreams ..
Once again mortals are lingering in the realm of disturbance
A fairytale come true
Or just another disastrous emotion felt by mortals?
What if it's just a crush?
Crush crashes hopes and dreams ..
Once again mortals are lingering in the realm of disturbance
Karte.XLI
Everything has its law
Countries have laws so it runs smoothly
Gravity holds everything together
We as humans must have laws in ourselves
So everything does not go astray
Therefore implement it in ourselves today...
Holidays already .. but its not a real holiday there's so much things in hand that needs to be done. Sometimes its so hard not to think of it. Not only work stuff but others as well but its up to us how we control ourselves, emotionally and logically. Let there be more logics in ourselves rather than emotions. Rationality is the essence of being successful, the rest .. leave it out ...
week 7 .. commencing ..
Countries have laws so it runs smoothly
Gravity holds everything together
We as humans must have laws in ourselves
So everything does not go astray
Therefore implement it in ourselves today...
Holidays already .. but its not a real holiday there's so much things in hand that needs to be done. Sometimes its so hard not to think of it. Not only work stuff but others as well but its up to us how we control ourselves, emotionally and logically. Let there be more logics in ourselves rather than emotions. Rationality is the essence of being successful, the rest .. leave it out ...
week 7 .. commencing ..
Karte.XL
When everything falls apart is it up to me to pick up the pieces?
Enough of tolerance,
Impose some firepower
It's not enough to just lay in the shadows
Step out and stay firm or else ..
Enough of tolerance,
Impose some firepower
It's not enough to just lay in the shadows
Step out and stay firm or else ..
week 6 commencing ..
Karte.XXXIX
We could share so much together
I thought i knew you
And yet ...
I won't give up
but i have to switch focus
You might get out of my sight for now,
but be sure i'll be back for you again!
We just need more communication and passion
For now i'll let you go
When I am back i'll make sure you will never leave my thoughts
I thought i knew you
And yet ...
I won't give up
but i have to switch focus
You might get out of my sight for now,
but be sure i'll be back for you again!
We just need more communication and passion
For now i'll let you go
When I am back i'll make sure you will never leave my thoughts
-link list- :(
*week 5 is still on and it's disastrous so far
*week 5 is still on and it's disastrous so far
Karte.XXXVII
CDC Alert
The Centers for Disease Control has issued a medical alert about a highly
contagious, potentially dangerous virus that is transmitted orally, by hand,
and even electronically. This virus is called Weary Overload Recreational
Killer (WORK). If you received WORK from your boss, any of your colleagues,
or anyone else via any means whatsoever - DO NOT TOUCH IT.
This virus will wipe out your private life completely. If you should come
into contact with WORK you should immediately leave the premises, take two
good friends to the nearest liquor store, and purchase one or both of the
antidotes - Work Isolating Neutralizer Extract (WINE) and/or Bothersome
Employer Elimination Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until
WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.
You should immediately forward this medical alert to five friends. If you
do not have five friends, you have already been infected and WORK is
controlling your life.
*i'm infected dee .. incurable disease ... T.T *
The Centers for Disease Control has issued a medical alert about a highly
contagious, potentially dangerous virus that is transmitted orally, by hand,
and even electronically. This virus is called Weary Overload Recreational
Killer (WORK). If you received WORK from your boss, any of your colleagues,
or anyone else via any means whatsoever - DO NOT TOUCH IT.
This virus will wipe out your private life completely. If you should come
into contact with WORK you should immediately leave the premises, take two
good friends to the nearest liquor store, and purchase one or both of the
antidotes - Work Isolating Neutralizer Extract (WINE) and/or Bothersome
Employer Elimination Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until
WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.
You should immediately forward this medical alert to five friends. If you
do not have five friends, you have already been infected and WORK is
controlling your life.
*i'm infected dee .. incurable disease ... T.T *
Karte.XXXVI
Hey ya! Wow ! it's been 3 academic in uni dee .. and god time flies din know at all, was extremely busy but manage to catch up with everything that's why i got time to post nee ..
In just one 3rd week i got diarhea, cough and as well our everlasting friend flu hahaha ... this 3 buddies of mine came and paid me an uninvited visit .. will try my best to shooo them away .. well managed to shoo 2 left flu .. i'll get rid of it later ..
Most important of all congratulations to the committee of UCOM for organizing our first event after been so dormant for so long. At last we manage to break out of our shell! from this point lets continue to forge a great name for our club! Thanks everyone and once again congrats! i've been passing the event's photos ard if anyone of u wants it do contact me at
In just one 3rd week i got diarhea, cough and as well our everlasting friend flu hahaha ... this 3 buddies of mine came and paid me an uninvited visit .. will try my best to shooo them away .. well managed to shoo 2 left flu .. i'll get rid of it later ..
Most important of all congratulations to the committee of UCOM for organizing our first event after been so dormant for so long. At last we manage to break out of our shell! from this point lets continue to forge a great name for our club! Thanks everyone and once again congrats! i've been passing the event's photos ard if anyone of u wants it do contact me at
yang8626@gmail.com :)
Well, like i said it's been a busy busy busy week, quizzes back to back none stop, assignments back to back non - stop as well, club work, competition bla bla bla .. it's a list long man! but what eva if it's for academic purposes it's ok!
So far the pattayaz gang has been doing great though there are some frictions here and there but we still manage to catch a late night movie together :) ya all know "you look nervous, is it because of the scars? COME HERE!" and the ever famous "why so serious?!" hahahahaha
Yeap! i think that's all hehehe .. posts will keep coming in weekly i guess :) HEI GANG celebration! well have to think of somewhere to go hahaha .. :) enjoy 4th week!
Quotes of the week : "A leader ain't great, its the people behind the leader that is great, without them there's no leader"Post Options
Well, like i said it's been a busy busy busy week, quizzes back to back none stop, assignments back to back non - stop as well, club work, competition bla bla bla .. it's a list long man! but what eva if it's for academic purposes it's ok!
So far the pattayaz gang has been doing great though there are some frictions here and there but we still manage to catch a late night movie together :) ya all know "you look nervous, is it because of the scars? COME HERE!" and the ever famous "why so serious?!" hahahahaha
Yeap! i think that's all hehehe .. posts will keep coming in weekly i guess :) HEI GANG celebration! well have to think of somewhere to go hahaha .. :) enjoy 4th week!
Quotes of the week : "A leader ain't great, its the people behind the leader that is great, without them there's no leader"Post Options
Karte.XXXV
Hiez! .. this blog is special, ya wanna know why? coz i posted it from my lab hahaha .. yup continuation from the previous blog .. week 2 of my classes ..
It's only week 2 and assignments kept pouring in! had one assignment last week which is to pass up the this week on friday (from my beloved database systems) and today she just added another one which is to pass up next tuesday and god i can imagine loads of assignment piling up till it'll drown me sooner or later :(.
Well today is only Tuesday and I was suppose to upload another post earlier, due to my 'big-headed-prawness' i forgot to grab my camera from my friends car.. it's gonna be a busy busy week this week2 of sem2 .. lots of stuff coming up and ya know what i am going home this weeked :) yippee miss homey so muchie! So stay tune for my post that was to be uploaded hahaha or to be uploaded :P
It's only week 2 and assignments kept pouring in! had one assignment last week which is to pass up the this week on friday (from my beloved database systems) and today she just added another one which is to pass up next tuesday and god i can imagine loads of assignment piling up till it'll drown me sooner or later :(.
Well today is only Tuesday and I was suppose to upload another post earlier, due to my 'big-headed-prawness' i forgot to grab my camera from my friends car.. it's gonna be a busy busy week this week2 of sem2 .. lots of stuff coming up and ya know what i am going home this weeked :) yippee miss homey so muchie! So stay tune for my post that was to be uploaded hahaha or to be uploaded :P
Karte.XXXIV
Yo big brada G .. this post is specially for ya man! Happy belated bday bro sorry for the late post it was supposed to be posted earlier buthen i forgot my camera hahaha nvm nvm to show my sincerity i will post a pic on how hot were you on the dance floor!!!
when this guy dance on the dance floor, people in the club can just hide themselves some corner of the earth man he is good! ulala hotzzz!! ahaha .. k i'll continue later :) got stg came up will proceed soon :)
Karte.XXXIII
Sem started for 1 week dee .. another 14 weeks to go.. Gosh and I tell you it's not going to be an easy sem. Below I posted my current pic and guess what with my length of hair the lecturer of my database system course asked me to 'kerat'! i mean wth?! 
yup this was the face i showed my friend when she asked me to 'kerat' my rambut ! =.='
yup this was the face i showed my friend when she asked me to 'kerat' my rambut ! =.='OK besides that, when i entered the class, (still database system) to the shock of my life , we were called to stand up and sing the song of my uni. omg ..... the normal expression .. stunned liaw
All of the classes are somewhat demanding, guess it's just going to be another tsunami sem .. hahaha where there's horror everywhere, zombies coming to class, ppl dead, plunder everywhere, havoc around the faculty, yada yada yada ...
Come to think of it, positive thinking ... It's going to be a challenging sem and once again we will emerge as successors and create miracles. Talked bout miracles .. if we throw an egg down the floor 100 times if one time it doesn't break it's miracle well it's not miracles actually it's based on effort on how much we put in to make ourselves better. Guess this sem will be interesting. Therefore get that lazy arse moving and keep pumping your efforts to the max until you just drop dead and shut down. I guess that's how it will be :)
Things that you don't put effort or your fullest attention to it you won't feel the difference or you won't see the difference in it. Like what i've always quoted "when the going gets tough, the tough gets going!" and in one of my lectures, the prof said .. humans can bend and stretch it depends on us whether do we want or not. If you don't do so now, till you're old you'll regret it. Bend and stretch to the max when we are still young. Bak kata pepatah "Melentur buluh biars dari rebungnya".
As a conclusion I guess I'll have to bend and stretch again :)
Karte.XXXII
How much does contentment worth?
So I read this book called Self-Empowerment, quite true and cool at the end of the day it's yours to judge how much contentment worth.
A fisherman was lying on the shore of a beautiful beach, not doing anything. He was enjoying his time there when he knows he needs to go out and catch fish. Soon a businessman passes by to relax from a stressful day at work.
Seeing the fisherman, he was wondering why is he not working, curiously, he told the fisherman "You're not going to catch much fish with the way you're going, you should be working to earn more!".
The fisherman smiled and replied " And what will I get as my reward?"
"Well you can get bigger nets and catch more fish!" "And then?", asked the fisherman,"You will make more money and get a bigger boat to get more fishes""And then?" asked the fisherman again.
Agitated, the businessman continued "You can get even bigger boats and hire people to work for you!" he replied.
"And then?", the fisherman repeated.
Angrily, the businessman replied "Can't you see? You can build a fleet of fishing boats and your employees will catch fish for you"
Again,"And then?" the fisherman asked.
With rage, the businessman shouted"You can become so rich that you will never have to work for living and you can spend the rest of your life lying on the beach not doing anything!!".
Smiling, the fisherman said "What do you think I am doing now?"
-end-
As we may perceive the situation, we can let life loose but it's the matter of how much we want things our in lives. Some just choose to stay contented like the fisherman, some won't be contented like the businessman but at the end it's just a price of contentment, it depends on how much u value it.
A fisherman was lying on the shore of a beautiful beach, not doing anything. He was enjoying his time there when he knows he needs to go out and catch fish. Soon a businessman passes by to relax from a stressful day at work.
Seeing the fisherman, he was wondering why is he not working, curiously, he told the fisherman "You're not going to catch much fish with the way you're going, you should be working to earn more!".
The fisherman smiled and replied " And what will I get as my reward?"
"Well you can get bigger nets and catch more fish!" "And then?", asked the fisherman,"You will make more money and get a bigger boat to get more fishes""And then?" asked the fisherman again.
Agitated, the businessman continued "You can get even bigger boats and hire people to work for you!" he replied.
"And then?", the fisherman repeated.
Angrily, the businessman replied "Can't you see? You can build a fleet of fishing boats and your employees will catch fish for you"
Again,"And then?" the fisherman asked.
With rage, the businessman shouted"You can become so rich that you will never have to work for living and you can spend the rest of your life lying on the beach not doing anything!!".
Smiling, the fisherman said "What do you think I am doing now?"
-end-
As we may perceive the situation, we can let life loose but it's the matter of how much we want things our in lives. Some just choose to stay contented like the fisherman, some won't be contented like the businessman but at the end it's just a price of contentment, it depends on how much u value it.
Karte.XXXI
Human Technology Love Affair
Yup!! It's one of those another sleepless night again hahaha .. I wanted so bad to sleep again tonight ... but well eventually what they say is so true .. "Man proposes, God disposes" maybe I can't sleep for a reason, which I don't actually know why but it doesn't matterSo as usual I'll just sit in front of my dear(computer) well this night is different, she didn't sang songs to comfort my soul, instead I was looking at her I think through out the night ... thinking wow ain't she beautiful hahaha jk jk nee .. well I was watching erm listening to TVB Drama but eventually i fell in love with the theme song which was in piano i don't exactly know the name but i went and searched on lime wire and thankfully to those uploaders i got to download it and again it sent comfort to the soul and to add to it stumbled upon another song by evanescence - restless.
I searched for the lyrics but it didn't actually meant anything which led to restless but the song has a dark side of it, don't know somehow i felt it. It's really cool hahaha so guys if you all are free do go download and listen hahaha it's extremely recommended just for listening not singing hahaha .. ENJOY :)
Well finally, it ends up that once again i have to thank my dear computer i got to find another song, though i don't actually know who is jimmy lin .. but this song called "wo bu hou hui" which means I don't regret is another cool song i stumbled upon tonight. Love my comp alot. Another sleepless night where i had an affair with technology.
Karte.XXX
I am 22 dee! it's like ..oh my god!!!
Yup! A year older .. Does it makes any difference? I don't really know myself .. THanks for all the messages and calls !!! Thank you so much pattayaz hahahaa .. miss ya all so much! Everything was abit different .. but i know i wasn't alone .. Thanks!
Oo0o yeah i ain't a good singer eventually hahaha .. but i enjoyed myself so much! THanks!
Oo0o yeah i ain't a good singer eventually hahaha .. but i enjoyed myself so much! THanks!
Karte.XXIX
She sings so sweet, sending tunes and melody that cools the soul, thank you so much to her without her, my life would be meaningless. How could I live without you :) million thanks to my 'always-be-there-for-me-computer' that plays Mr Jacky Cheung's music. Both of you are my life savers! Got some rest finally.
Due to last nite's lesson I woke up today and wanted so much to listen to this song hope you guys and girls out there can enjoy it as much as I do ...
p.s : I am not troubled just sometimes when solitude comes knocking on your door, it shakes the soul within ..
Due to last nite's lesson I woke up today and wanted so much to listen to this song hope you guys and girls out there can enjoy it as much as I do ...
p.s : I am not troubled just sometimes when solitude comes knocking on your door, it shakes the soul within ..
What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now
No more gas in the rig
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
All my life on my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah
It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Faded pictures on the wall
It's like they talkin' to me
Disconnectin' your call
Your phone don't even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort
It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Disturbia
Release me from this curse
I've been trying to maintain
But I'm struggling
You can't go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now
No more gas in the rig
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
All my life on my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah
It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Faded pictures on the wall
It's like they talkin' to me
Disconnectin' your call
Your phone don't even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort
It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Disturbia
Release me from this curse
I've been trying to maintain
But I'm struggling
You can't go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Disturbia ! Wooo hooo !
Karte.XXVIII
INSONMIA!! DISTURBIA!!!
Mom has been nagging me bout why am I always sleeping late and all those kind of things, so being a good boy i planned to sleep early tonight, I was really tired after running around the whole day, physically I am totally exhausted but I really don't know why does my mind kept on spinning and thinking and thinking and thinking till I am so active I can't sleep. Gosh!Am I disturbed? I don't know Help is there a remedy to sleep?
I got up suddenly, hoping to look at the time should be around 4 or 5 am but it's not! It's only like about 145 almost to 2 .. gosh .. Time does not speed up when i need it to speed it's like crawling only! Just hope to get some sleep I don't mind where I sleep now as long as I can get one ... =.='
I got up suddenly, hoping to look at the time should be around 4 or 5 am but it's not! It's only like about 145 almost to 2 .. gosh .. Time does not speed up when i need it to speed it's like crawling only! Just hope to get some sleep I don't mind where I sleep now as long as I can get one ... =.='
Karte.XXVII
This song .. once i heard and saw the lyrics .. it keeps lingering in my mind .. can't get it out .. maybe it expresses what i feel ..
Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty
Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
We're empty
We're empty
Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love a myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much more than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe!
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love [2x]
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty
Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
We're empty
We're empty
Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love a myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much more than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe!
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love [2x]
Empty by The Click Five
Karte.XXVI
Of Laughter and Tears , Of Love and Hatred.
Just a fine line that separates 2 weirdest phenomenon that happens in our lives.
Just a fine line that separates 2 weirdest phenomenon that happens in our lives.
Based on what i wrote on top, come to think of it. It's rather true. When we're sad we cry am I right? But when we're happy we will say that we're so happy till tears fall .. so ain't that contradicting? Another reason to ponder is when you love a person, you'll hate that person as well because of all the things that you have done for him/her at the end of the day it doesn't turn out the way it should be at least it doesn't turn out the way we wanted it to be. Sometimes we just wanted to be cherished, cared and loved. But what is the definition of being cherished? Cared? and of all Loved?
As i said it's really a weird phenomenon. People laugh when their happy, but some even laugh when their sad. Like I said a fine line that separates between laughter and tears. To me, it's good to cry and shed tears at times. It proves that we still have a soul in us. We cry because our souls are tormented, we cry because emotions rule before us, we cry because we are human and not God. But crying is enough to relieve us, not doing anything stupid to harm ourselves physically. So to the first phenomenon, cry when you want to cry, express yourselves thoroughly because that's what we are as human beings. Without expressions or emotions we're just mere robots. The same concept applies to laughter. Laugh when you want to laugh. Laugh and smile always for we don't know when a person might fall into your laughter and want you to laugh always.
As for the second phenomenon, if I could define love then I think I can be a wealthy, but nope. I can't define love for its too well undefined. Based on physics, it's force and magnitude is infinite, based on chemistry its catalyst and reactions are infinite, based on computer logics, there's no logics we can't program love. based on mathematics and calculations, we can't measure love nor is there any SI unit for love .. so at the end of day it's just infinity. But like what i said earlier, there's only a fine line that separates love and hatred. Often after being so deeply in love it turns to hatred for one side or another felt betrayed eg, law of conservation of energy states that the total amount of energy in any isolated system remains constant but cannot be recreated, although it may change forms, e.g. friction turns kinetic energy into thermal energy. In thermodynamics. But ain't love supposed to be a good thing? how can it turn ugly? Maybe it's like LOTR where the elves such beautiful beings thru hatred will turn to ugly and hideous goblins. I think we should not ever have those kind of thoughts in our lives. Hatred is such a negative energy, if put to a certain amount it can be disastrous and hatred evolves a person. Therefore if there was once love , let i be love.Don't ever turn or evolved it to hatred. Love can be lowered or increased.. as i said it can't be measured but can be lowered to and infinite amount as it can also be increased to an infinite amount, but don't turn it into hatred.
Love turning into hatred is never like the law of conservation of energy because love is ruled based on emotions, In the world of emotions there's no specific law that states any theories by anyone. The only person that states the rules are us, ourselves. So be wise it controlling your emotions at times use logics to comprehend with emotions. If emotions rule too much, it's not a good sign because it always tend to loose control.
As i said it's really a weird phenomenon. People laugh when their happy, but some even laugh when their sad. Like I said a fine line that separates between laughter and tears. To me, it's good to cry and shed tears at times. It proves that we still have a soul in us. We cry because our souls are tormented, we cry because emotions rule before us, we cry because we are human and not God. But crying is enough to relieve us, not doing anything stupid to harm ourselves physically. So to the first phenomenon, cry when you want to cry, express yourselves thoroughly because that's what we are as human beings. Without expressions or emotions we're just mere robots. The same concept applies to laughter. Laugh when you want to laugh. Laugh and smile always for we don't know when a person might fall into your laughter and want you to laugh always.
As for the second phenomenon, if I could define love then I think I can be a wealthy, but nope. I can't define love for its too well undefined. Based on physics, it's force and magnitude is infinite, based on chemistry its catalyst and reactions are infinite, based on computer logics, there's no logics we can't program love. based on mathematics and calculations, we can't measure love nor is there any SI unit for love .. so at the end of day it's just infinity. But like what i said earlier, there's only a fine line that separates love and hatred. Often after being so deeply in love it turns to hatred for one side or another felt betrayed eg, law of conservation of energy states that the total amount of energy in any isolated system remains constant but cannot be recreated, although it may change forms, e.g. friction turns kinetic energy into thermal energy. In thermodynamics. But ain't love supposed to be a good thing? how can it turn ugly? Maybe it's like LOTR where the elves such beautiful beings thru hatred will turn to ugly and hideous goblins. I think we should not ever have those kind of thoughts in our lives. Hatred is such a negative energy, if put to a certain amount it can be disastrous and hatred evolves a person. Therefore if there was once love , let i be love.Don't ever turn or evolved it to hatred. Love can be lowered or increased.. as i said it can't be measured but can be lowered to and infinite amount as it can also be increased to an infinite amount, but don't turn it into hatred.
Love turning into hatred is never like the law of conservation of energy because love is ruled based on emotions, In the world of emotions there's no specific law that states any theories by anyone. The only person that states the rules are us, ourselves. So be wise it controlling your emotions at times use logics to comprehend with emotions. If emotions rule too much, it's not a good sign because it always tend to loose control.
Karte.XXV
This phrase i got it from my friend's blog. Thanks Man! hehehe
“Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”
It's stated there out of faith , hope and love, love is the greatest of them all. I think it's perfectly true, it's based on love, people give in to their guilt and be honest, it's through love that makes people cry , it's through love that makes people be patient and wait if i were to state i think the list will go on forever. The love that I am saying covers everything, friends, family, lovers and everything.
But many people misunderstood that love should always be blissful, where when a person meets love, it sweeps them off their feet and so on. To me love was never blissful or it can swept you off your feet, it's just based on movies. The actual fact is love comes with sacrifices especially unconditional. Love is never a business don't expect that when you have given out love you must have it in return because it will never will. It's either you stick to this concept or don't love. Love is hardship, where patience comes into play all the time, it takes time to really understand love or some might not understand at all. Love is not like fireworks because fireworks sparkles in the sky for a few minutes only, love is an everlasting emotion that always linger in our hearts. No one can replicate love or no one can define love. That makes love the greatest of them all for it comes with hardship, sacrifices, patience. The highest value where one human being can achieve.
For guys, if you really love your partner, set aside your ego, ego is nothing when you face your loved one. Give them tender and care as much as you can.
For girls, it's not guys want to lie to you always, sometimes they do that for you not to worry, beside if you truly love your partner, set aside your insecurities when you're with him.
Insecurities and egoism is the most common barrier that separates a couple.
Lastly, the highest value a person can achieve through love is setting one free. Love as I said is a sacrifice, loving someone does not mean you need him/her to be always there for you that's why it unconditional. Agony and pain will always be there if you brush aside both of them, there's always chances. What's meant to be yours will always be yours, what's not no matter how hard we try and force ourselves, it will never be. Don't loose confidence in yourself because of that.
“Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”
It's stated there out of faith , hope and love, love is the greatest of them all. I think it's perfectly true, it's based on love, people give in to their guilt and be honest, it's through love that makes people cry , it's through love that makes people be patient and wait if i were to state i think the list will go on forever. The love that I am saying covers everything, friends, family, lovers and everything.
But many people misunderstood that love should always be blissful, where when a person meets love, it sweeps them off their feet and so on. To me love was never blissful or it can swept you off your feet, it's just based on movies. The actual fact is love comes with sacrifices especially unconditional. Love is never a business don't expect that when you have given out love you must have it in return because it will never will. It's either you stick to this concept or don't love. Love is hardship, where patience comes into play all the time, it takes time to really understand love or some might not understand at all. Love is not like fireworks because fireworks sparkles in the sky for a few minutes only, love is an everlasting emotion that always linger in our hearts. No one can replicate love or no one can define love. That makes love the greatest of them all for it comes with hardship, sacrifices, patience. The highest value where one human being can achieve.
For guys, if you really love your partner, set aside your ego, ego is nothing when you face your loved one. Give them tender and care as much as you can.
For girls, it's not guys want to lie to you always, sometimes they do that for you not to worry, beside if you truly love your partner, set aside your insecurities when you're with him.
Insecurities and egoism is the most common barrier that separates a couple.
Lastly, the highest value a person can achieve through love is setting one free. Love as I said is a sacrifice, loving someone does not mean you need him/her to be always there for you that's why it unconditional. Agony and pain will always be there if you brush aside both of them, there's always chances. What's meant to be yours will always be yours, what's not no matter how hard we try and force ourselves, it will never be. Don't loose confidence in yourself because of that.
Karte.XXIV
You've been a reason and a season to me. There's no guarantees that you'll be lifetime but I am glad and happy that out of that 3 stages, you've fulfilled my life with 2. Most of all, out of the 4 seasons we've been through all just that maybe we aren't able to been through more.
Thank You.
Thank You.
Karte.XXIII
An Ending Is Not Necessarily An Ending, Every Ending Is A New Beginning.
Well, first off my special sem just ended, there's been turmoil and turbulence during this special sem. At the start, it was hard to cope with due to the reason for us being too free. Free till there's so much time to think of nonsense. It's pathetic! Really but now it has ended already and all of us are glad that it's finally over. Special semester is over embrace yourself for a new long semester! Therefore every ending is a new beginning.
This special semester will be my most unforgettable special semester. I realized a lot of things, but through the realization i found nothing that i understood. Confusing eh? Yeah that's why my blog is called crazy philosophies. There are things which sometimes i think i can't find a solution to myself as well. Through so much thinking at the end of the day all i got was stucked. I always tell my friend that solutions are based on ourselves and mainly affected by our opinion. If you ask people it only adds to the support but at the end of the day it's yourself that makes the call. But to me I find that sometimes i don't have that courage to make that decision. Crap rite? Sometimes life can be easy, it's just that we think too much of other things that adds to the contradiction, which gives us trouble to make decisions. Lame right?
I do feel a bit astray lately. It's like I am scattered apart, a few pieces here, a few pieces there. Should need sometime to pick up those missing pieces and grab hold of my life again! Memories will remain deep in me, but it's time to move on. Every ending will be a beginning.
Well, first off my special sem just ended, there's been turmoil and turbulence during this special sem. At the start, it was hard to cope with due to the reason for us being too free. Free till there's so much time to think of nonsense. It's pathetic! Really but now it has ended already and all of us are glad that it's finally over. Special semester is over embrace yourself for a new long semester! Therefore every ending is a new beginning.
This special semester will be my most unforgettable special semester. I realized a lot of things, but through the realization i found nothing that i understood. Confusing eh? Yeah that's why my blog is called crazy philosophies. There are things which sometimes i think i can't find a solution to myself as well. Through so much thinking at the end of the day all i got was stucked. I always tell my friend that solutions are based on ourselves and mainly affected by our opinion. If you ask people it only adds to the support but at the end of the day it's yourself that makes the call. But to me I find that sometimes i don't have that courage to make that decision. Crap rite? Sometimes life can be easy, it's just that we think too much of other things that adds to the contradiction, which gives us trouble to make decisions. Lame right?
I do feel a bit astray lately. It's like I am scattered apart, a few pieces here, a few pieces there. Should need sometime to pick up those missing pieces and grab hold of my life again! Memories will remain deep in me, but it's time to move on. Every ending will be a beginning.
Karte.XXII
Appearance For A Reason , Season and A Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Karte.XXI
This is what happens when Fuel keeps on increasing!
Enjoy the video I present you to me i think it's ideal Environment Friendly :)
Karte.XX
Global price of oil reaching US$200 (RM660) per barrell
Shall we as citizens prepare to face the fact that we would not be protected for long? PM says that there'll be no more increase in fuel prices for this year, note, this year only.. how many months to next year? How much more can the citizens be able to adapt to the shock of increasing of fuel prices? It's like slamming a rock down onto your face directly, what we earn every single cent is through hardship, sweat and worst some even with blood, with the increase of fuel, no matter how hard we try, like or dislike we still need to pay for our cars. Can't there be a solution to this fuel increase issue? If there is an solution be sure to introduce ASAP for we as citizens won't be able to withstand the shock much more.
Besides, we as a growing country we can't be burdened always with the issues that's going on in the world and we have the advantage of exporting oil. So in a way it's ridiculous we as a nation are burdened by the fuel increase issue. It's unhealthy for the nation and most important for the people.
Besides, we as a growing country we can't be burdened always with the issues that's going on in the world and we have the advantage of exporting oil. So in a way it's ridiculous we as a nation are burdened by the fuel increase issue. It's unhealthy for the nation and most important for the people.
Karte.XIX
"A lot of people enjoy being dead. But they're not dead really--they're just backing away from life."
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult,
in order to accept the responsibilities of a 6-year-old.
The tax base is lower.
I want to be six again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think it's
the best place in the world to eat.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle
and make waves with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money,
because you can eat them.
I want to play kickball during recess and stay up on Christmas
Eve waiting to hear Santa and Rudolph on the roof.
I long for the days when life was simple.
When all you knew were your colors, the addition tables and simple nursery rhymes, but it didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know, and you didn't care.
I want to go to school and have snack time, recess, gym and field trips.
I want to be happy, because I don't know what should make me upset.
I want to think the world is fair and everyone in it is honest and good.
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult,
in order to accept the responsibilities of a 6-year-old.
The tax base is lower.
I want to be six again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think it's
the best place in the world to eat.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle
and make waves with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money,
because you can eat them.
I want to play kickball during recess and stay up on Christmas
Eve waiting to hear Santa and Rudolph on the roof.
I long for the days when life was simple.
When all you knew were your colors, the addition tables and simple nursery rhymes, but it didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know, and you didn't care.
I want to go to school and have snack time, recess, gym and field trips.
I want to be happy, because I don't know what should make me upset.
I want to think the world is fair and everyone in it is honest and good.
There are things in life where we often overlooked when we have been in this journey called life for so long that sometimes we felt bored and sucky, but reminiscing the times when we were young we actually forgot how beautiful life was .. so after reading, have some time to think about how young and innocent we once were, forget about the frustrations that we have daily for it will come tomorrow as well but memories like this only happens once in our lifetime, think about it and eventually you will feel relaxed and maybe there are solutions to every problem we faced daily.
Karte.XVIII
~Greatest journey is the distance between two people~
Often we could not complete this particular journey, being humans can be so naive at times don't really know what they want, don't really know how to think and most of all we just find a hole dig and hide and never to awake to face what obstacles that's ahead of us.
Distance between 2 people is really a hard road to travel, one must go through lots of hardship, courage, perseverance and patience. Think twice if we should start this journey, it's not just simple words or empty promises, at the end of the journey I am sure you'll be rewarded, but if stopped half way .. DEVASTATED ..
Distance between 2 people is really a hard road to travel, one must go through lots of hardship, courage, perseverance and patience. Think twice if we should start this journey, it's not just simple words or empty promises, at the end of the journey I am sure you'll be rewarded, but if stopped half way .. DEVASTATED ..
Karte.XVII
Love's like solitaire.. have you all tried playing solitaire? Well for me i am not a big fan of a solitaire but I have a friend who loves solitaire alot that she played till she won't sleep .. but that's not my point ..
After seeing her excitement in playing solitaire, I tried myself but it made me realised that love is like solitaire .. why i said so?
Well, in the beginning of the game we played we sure have a hope winning it. Like love in the beginning, we hoped it would last that replicates how a game ends which is winning but eventually during the process of the game we need to strategize our every movement think alot and try our hardest to win but eventually what ever the card that's been given it's fated whether we win or loose ..
Similar to love, sometimes it's just fated whether it's going to be a winning game or a loosing game of solitaire. No matter how hard we try, what ever the cards are given in the process of the game we know that we are going to win or loose no matter how smart we are.
So as we reflect onto us, some would just keep on trying and telling themselves that their going to win the solitaire but some knows very well that they are going to loose so they gave up before facing the cruel fact that they've lost. So it's all up to us to decide whether we should continue to lie to ourselves that we're winning or loosing.
After seeing her excitement in playing solitaire, I tried myself but it made me realised that love is like solitaire .. why i said so?
Well, in the beginning of the game we played we sure have a hope winning it. Like love in the beginning, we hoped it would last that replicates how a game ends which is winning but eventually during the process of the game we need to strategize our every movement think alot and try our hardest to win but eventually what ever the card that's been given it's fated whether we win or loose ..
Similar to love, sometimes it's just fated whether it's going to be a winning game or a loosing game of solitaire. No matter how hard we try, what ever the cards are given in the process of the game we know that we are going to win or loose no matter how smart we are.
So as we reflect onto us, some would just keep on trying and telling themselves that their going to win the solitaire but some knows very well that they are going to loose so they gave up before facing the cruel fact that they've lost. So it's all up to us to decide whether we should continue to lie to ourselves that we're winning or loosing.
Solitaire .. Brilliant Game
Karte.XVI
~~CARS ARE GOING SSSSSLLLLLOOOOOW!~~~
Aftermath of the hiked up price of fuel , I noticed that when i woke up every morning, I don't dare to step on the oil paddle so much. Maybe it's me only but i noticed a lot of people doing that.
So i guess the one of the reason government raised the fuel price is to reduce road accidents hahaha .. LAME
Karte.XV
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!!
This is totally ridiculous!!!!! At first food price like rice, grain and all those essential needs have been increased price .. and now PETROL!!! and what's worst increase for 41% ..
Let me calculate how does a student that has an average about rm500 - rm600 going to survive ..
If he/she drives a 1.5 litre car and uses 1 full tank of petrol weekly .. then ... one full tank is rm98.00 hence times with 4 weeks .. it'll come up to approximately rm400 ..
So lets do some simple calculation , rm600 - rm 400 = rm200 .. with food price increasing .. how do you think students be able to survive? So are students are suppose to eat instant noodles daily just to survive .. then ok , we can live with that .. it's ok .. so the next future generation will eventually die at young age due to cancer for over eating instant noodles ... a round of applause for our great government that kills our future grads that's been so hard struggling outside !
How can we compare the oil price with other countries in south east Asia? We are an oil exporting country and yet we can't be subsidised more? It's fair for other country's citizen to pay for their oil price because they are importing oil but we are exporting and we're suppose to gain profit and not wanting the citizens to pay more .. gosh ... evthing increasing except salary ..
it's like citizens have to tie their bellies just to pay for the petrol Great .. !
Conclusion ..
Optimistically : We know very well that we Malaysians are great survivors thru this wave that caused a ripple effect to all of our Malaysian's life we'll make it through one way or another!
Pessimistically : Our lifestyle and the way we spend our money will change drastically, every single cent from our pocket must be spent carefully.
Let me calculate how does a student that has an average about rm500 - rm600 going to survive ..
If he/she drives a 1.5 litre car and uses 1 full tank of petrol weekly .. then ... one full tank is rm98.00 hence times with 4 weeks .. it'll come up to approximately rm400 ..
So lets do some simple calculation , rm600 - rm 400 = rm200 .. with food price increasing .. how do you think students be able to survive? So are students are suppose to eat instant noodles daily just to survive .. then ok , we can live with that .. it's ok .. so the next future generation will eventually die at young age due to cancer for over eating instant noodles ... a round of applause for our great government that kills our future grads that's been so hard struggling outside !
How can we compare the oil price with other countries in south east Asia? We are an oil exporting country and yet we can't be subsidised more? It's fair for other country's citizen to pay for their oil price because they are importing oil but we are exporting and we're suppose to gain profit and not wanting the citizens to pay more .. gosh ... evthing increasing except salary ..
it's like citizens have to tie their bellies just to pay for the petrol Great .. !
Conclusion ..
Optimistically : We know very well that we Malaysians are great survivors thru this wave that caused a ripple effect to all of our Malaysian's life we'll make it through one way or another!
Pessimistically : Our lifestyle and the way we spend our money will change drastically, every single cent from our pocket must be spent carefully.
Karte.XIV
It may sound absurd , but don't be naive .. even heroes have the right to bleed .... Sometimes i do feel that way, being strong always can really cut you deep the heart when reality strikes ... and it keep cutting .. enjoy the lyrics below for it states what's in my mind lately ..
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
Its not easy to be me
.... It's not easy .. to ....be ... me .....
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
Its not easy to be me
.... It's not easy .. to ....be ... me .....
Karte.XIII
Cheerz for the ever hardwork of Malaysians trying to unite our country where we won't longer exists based on individuals ... but as families and friends as well as brothers and sisters!!
Hold on brother hold on
The road is long. We’re on stony ground
But I’m strong. You ain’t heavy
Oh there’s a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don’t bind, oh no.
What do they know? They speak falsely.
Chorus:
Here in my home
I’ll tell you what its all about
There’s just one hope here in my heart
One Love undivided
That’s what it’s all about
Please won’t you fall in one by one by one [with me]?
Push back sister won’t you push back?
Love won’t wait. Just keep pushing on.
Yes I’m strong. You ain’t heavy.
Oh don’t you worry about that…
What we have the shadows can’t deny
Don’t you know it’s now or never?
Rap:
[Malay: TRANSLATED]
Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion
[Chinese: TRANSLATED]
Hand in hand we’ll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people hope we’ll find peace forever
[Tamil: TRANSLATED]
May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed
[English]
So I will let it be known yes I feel it in my bones
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home
Sing!
Enjoy this song! People get it from www.youtube.com ... Here In My Home!!!
Hold on brother hold on
The road is long. We’re on stony ground
But I’m strong. You ain’t heavy
Oh there’s a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don’t bind, oh no.
What do they know? They speak falsely.
Chorus:
Here in my home
I’ll tell you what its all about
There’s just one hope here in my heart
One Love undivided
That’s what it’s all about
Please won’t you fall in one by one by one [with me]?
Push back sister won’t you push back?
Love won’t wait. Just keep pushing on.
Yes I’m strong. You ain’t heavy.
Oh don’t you worry about that…
What we have the shadows can’t deny
Don’t you know it’s now or never?
Rap:
[Malay: TRANSLATED]
Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion
[Chinese: TRANSLATED]
Hand in hand we’ll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people hope we’ll find peace forever
[Tamil: TRANSLATED]
May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed
[English]
So I will let it be known yes I feel it in my bones
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home
Sing!
Enjoy this song! People get it from www.youtube.com ... Here In My Home!!!
Karte.XII
Here is something to ponder in love. It's not just to your partners but love covers all including your closest buddies and your family
Read and share with everyone for it reflects us at a time or so...
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, " now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears and later wrote a letter to her saying,
Read and share with everyone for it reflects us at a time or so...
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, " now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears and later wrote a letter to her saying,
"Please take care of my eyes"
This is how humans change when their status changes. Only a few remember what life was before, and who has always been there in the most painful situation.
By now, i think we all should ponder and glance back how much have we let our loved ones down, not only in a relationship but to our friends whos always stood by our side, our family. We've been given and blessed by a clear sight in life of how we should be, how we should not step into the wrong path and how they stood by us at our darkest moments. It's always not too late to know and repay them by just show some concern in their daily life. A simple message of "How are you?" can really brings up fallen spirit and lightens a soul.
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