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Twas For Told ~

Guess the era for blogging is completely phased out with social media like FB / Twitter. Come to think back of the days where dear netizens would still create posts or even write their thoughts on the blogs are almost gone, left were the few survivors with proper / popular contents.

Well, using this forgotten technology to write my own piece of mind is quite .. hmm not sure if I know the right word, but describing it would be 'The feeling of sitting alone on a boat in the middle of Loch Ness' - scary yet tranquil. It reminds people of how big the world could be and how tiny you are. Sounds abit melancholic though, yet sometimes its feels good to be overwhelmed by emotions and feelings, the exact feeling of being washed away by strong waves, you'll choke eventually but know for sure you'll be able to go through it.

Well, if you continue to read on, this post has no proper direction of what I'm trying to convey, but if you can extract some data and make it your philosophy well, that's great. Still i guess, its pretty much of a rubbish. I won't be deleting it. Like I say, its a tranquil environment to me.

Karte.CIX

Events Update

Past

1.) After graduation, went to Langkawi, had a blast with my uni buddies =)

2.)Came back from 'grad vakey', started training in Shah Alam for Dell

3.)Amidst training, had a farewell party for mah buddy Bell, gonna miss her hell lots! ++ had a crazy blast time with my buddies, looking forward for it again!

Present

4.)Left 2/3 weeks to train in Shah Alam

5.)Looking forward to be back in Cyber

6.)Looking forward for my convocation =)

Thoughts

6.)Missing hell lots of my 'Pattayaz Gang'

7.)Plans to go on vakey with muah buddies again =)

Karte.CVII

English? Manglish More ..

chee: just now got 3 cars accident

infront my vi then middle proton saga then behind is satria

hahaha

the satria bang the proton until it went under it hahaha

*the above language is what i used to describe an accident to my friend ... totally broken, and i don't know how I got the style of writing that way... I guess its the effect of bad practice chatting online since lower secondary days .. well to make up to it

refined version

I witnessed an accident earlier along a highway as I was on my way back from work. The accident involved 3 cars.

From what I witnessed, the first car, a Myvi was hitted from behind by a Proton Saga and followed up by a Proton Satria. The MyVi wasn't badly damaged then were only a small area dented compared to the Proton Satria because the hood of the Proton Satria was stucked beneath the bonnet of the 2nd car, Proton Saga.

-end-

somehow i think that my refined version gives out more information compare to my 'chatting' version. Oh well .. moral of the story is, don't tail gate other cars too near, we would not know what's happening in front.

Drive safe people =)

Karte.CV

Decisions and Consequences,

You make one,

You bare with one or more ...

Silently, quietly it is being sliced away

How much more can it take?

As the needle of the clock ticks,

Can the hands of time hold onto the material

Before its being sliced to the core?

Or will the hand grasp it so tight

And may the material be joined back

All based on Decisions made,

Consequences will follow along ...

Karte.CIV

If the programming don't worn you out, the travelling does.

Yes exactly like my title, i'm currently having courses in shah alam, and to travel 56km daily to work for 5 days in 3 months .. i guess my body needs to do alot of adjusting, plus with the 9 - 5pm programming daily and focusing hahaha .. its really mentally exhausting but i'm kind of glad cause the classes were interesting enough, and i must compliment my instructor for being very skillful and knowledgeable. Thanks

Aside from that, random things that i'm going to talk about will be my wax! gosh, being the value for money me, i decided to purchase this wax (ball shaped) definitely you guys won't miss it in the stores. Its rm9 cheaper than my previous wax but every morning, as i'm using it to wax my hair, i would look at the mirror and start complaining to myself why on earth have i bought it .. -.- gosh but what's done is done, guess i'll have to stick to it for quite sometime, can't help it though hahahaha ...

Just wanted to release my grudge towards that wax, which was entirely my fault on my blog hahaha.

Guys be sure not to get that wax, you're in for a terrible experience cause the substance ain't like wax at all, its like a mixture of don't know what with cream .... sad ....

Karte.CIII

Hie blog,

Yup, its been a while, its the same things i've written since my last post yeah, its really been a while though

Just a lil update bout myself, yeah i've graduated, from what i had done through out my studying life i guess i somehow achieved something, managed to pick myself up after several falls in my life but i think can't be too comfortable with myself yet, its another 40 ++ years to struggle ahead. Come to think of it, you have max 20years to study, starting from kindergarden, primary, secondary, degree, masters and phd .. or maybe some other things, all you have to do is just to invest 20years of your short stay on this earth to maybe guarantee another 40years of less struggle ahead, well its kind of a reflection of myself, i practically wasted 1/2 of my study life so i guess i'll have to work my ass out for another 40 years well, being the optimistic me, maybe another 20 years of life where others might be able to achieve in just 5 years? well who knows what might the future will unfold for us, but you just got to look up and look forward for what are the challenges it might bring in the future.

So got to stay strong and stay heads up =)

Well since i'm writing, i'm going to also take this opportunity to thank all my beloved buddies out there, who's been so supportive of me throughout my years in university, gosh you guys are really the best! non can replace you all, once my buddy ( we call him big G) when he's in course he'll be looking for the gang, and hell am i missing it, now i'm also taking courses but it does not feel any near the same after the classes, just.. melancholic when i'm driving home...

hahaha miss those times when we're lingering in the uni and especially times in cendi, though its a short stay but its enough to engrave deep memories right down in our hearts =) Guys, and Gals .. you guys are the best! now and forever =) Do keep in touch always if you all are reading this blog ok?

Guess i better stop here before i get too emo, there were alot of ups and downs throughout the time when i wasn't writing my blog, but we'll save it for later posts =). Probably will be a reminiscence of what i had been in my past =)

Cheerszzzzz

Karte.LXXV

Somehow, I felt ..

andai, aku pergi , sebelum mu ...
kenangkan aku selalu di dalam doa mu
kaulah cinta pertama yang terakhir untuk ku
ku berjanji kan menantimu
setia menunggu di pintu syurga ....

Suddenly just fell for this song .. Di Pintu Syurga -by KRU -

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FRIENDS

Question : Why family and friends are important?

Answer : Because we spend our most precious asset in our life with them, TIME

-Yang-

This is what i had learned throughout my time in my life, cherish and love your family and friends as they have been with you for most of your growing up, shared your laughter, shared your tears, grew with you. Don't let them down and they will be there for a lifetime, there's only one life time to cherish them as there won't be another lifetime with them.

Sometimes they may not be that understanding towards you, but if you see in their point of view, they might know you better than you knew yourself, you won't be able to see it but true friends do.

*Another post by me about the experiences I felt during this year 2009, it's going to be a long journey but the journey so far has been good with friends around, can never neglect the existence of true buddies around me. The road ahead may be blurred, but with you all around me, I guess we love the bumpiness we felt in our lives. =)

Karte.LXIII

Restless

1st December, marks the end of my 3 weeks holiday which is not much of a holiday as well, since i'm back in Ipoh, like i said, routine routine and routine. Which is Breakfast, Biscuits, Lunch, Biscuits and Dinner + sometimes supper. Yup, needing a good rest and vacation maybe, but time seems to fly so fast, everything just happened in a blink of an eye.

Back in KL, on 30th of Nov, wishing that i would get some rest but as the title said, Restless, strucked by insomnia. Hate sleepless nights, it makes us recall the past, that's why i hate insomnias, one thought leads to another, it's a like a chain reaction where you try going down or retrieving the chain, you'll be linked to endless chains of past memories, the feeling is like you've got a scar on your body and you touch it, somehow the scar will send a tingling feeling and the brain will clearly tell you how you fell and got that scar, people always say that you should learn your mistakes but how sure are we that we would not get another scar from the similar incident because the future holds so much of untold stories which we yet to reveal to ourselves.

But then again, we're just mere humans, we are just glad that the scar which once a wound had healed itself leaving a mark to remind us, at least there's a reminder and we've been through, so whenever you felt like there's a dejavu happening which would lead you back and knowing that you'll get hurt, make a u-turn or choose another path to avoid any injuries be it physically or emotionally, that's why our body have scars for wounds that's been cutted deeply.

"As we try to unravel our entanggled past and kept thinking of what will happen in the future,hoping to find an answer, a gift but we have forgotten a gift that's always been there, right where we are, the present"-yangkee

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Food Therapy

I've been eating, eating, and eating since that day .. it was rather depressing to know about it, somehow i had high hopes for what i expected, but i guess once again my world crumbled... made me, empty.

So eventually, i guess food therapy in Ipoh is really cheap :), for just only RM10 here you can stuff yourself until you can't move, I didn't took much pictures though...

And, it began like this, if you are looking for some therapy to cheer you up besides shopping, knowingly expensive, do try food therapy but of course look for good food, it's sort of a way to pamper yourself and know that there's still good things in life worth living for, well at least for me cos i live to eat, not eat to live type of person.

Like I said, rm10, let me introduce to you all, mee goreng and mee rebus, yup each for only rm2.50 so i gobbled up this plate of mee rebus, plus few pieces of nyonya kuih(RM3->rather expensive :( ), which is superb, you can't those delicious kuih anywhere else, of course again, don't compare it with penang :)

Eventually I was really surprised when i paid, the kid said it's rm2.50 and I was like thinking there's still food below rm3 besides all the roti-rotis in mamak stall hahaha, so lets proceed.


Next would be mee goreng, again rm2.50, another plate of cholesterol XD, this one was goreng-ed to perfection, yeah so if you add up the sum rm2.50 + rm2.50 + rm3 + mah favourite coffee :) = it's only rm9 less than rm10.

So there you have it, food therapy for 1 session, another way would be swallowing biscuits, i don't mean it literally, but if the way you eat it like you're eating junks then it's really swallowing hahaha.

Eventually now would be the best time to eat biscuits because festive seasons are just around the corner, there are a variety of biscuits out there! Go grab and start stuffing! hahaha I eventually just finished 1 bottle of bee-hive(a type of biscuit) in a day.

Anyway, my food therapy sessions will be ending soon cuz i am heading back KL soon .. -sigh-

Karte.LIX

A New Hideout

I still remember we, Blind, Fei Lo and me , had a pact that we will meet at the same spot 10 years down the road, then we were only 18 when we went separate ways of our lives, then, it was our favorite hideout, U-Curry, where we did spent most of our time in Ipoh, as years gone by, our friendship lasted but not U-Curry, it was rather a disappointment because wherever U-Curry went you will definitely see us The 3 Stooges there sitting and sipping teh tariks plus ... ;P

So, due to our disappointment me and Blind went and looked for a new hideout, and woahlah! we found 1, it's our new hideout! The moment we went into the shop we had this stoned feeling, and the picture above was taken in our 'hideout', stone right? It just soothes the mood of our stony feeling every morning, to add credits to that place we met an old friend there, our friendly-neighbourhood-roti-canai-maker from U-Curry , at last a place where we can hide away, it's not that we want to hide away from anything but it's a good place where we can relive our habits of stoning hahaha

Look, it's not a total waste of time, it's just that once you've been in the fast lane in the city, you just need to slow down, lessen your pace of life for just that few weeks, even if it's for a moment, it's worthwhile. So, Mr.Blind and me sat down there chatted bout Heidi, a topic that's within closed walls in our hideout Xp.

<-- Blind (stoned)

Therefore, my hopes and wishes is to be able to frequent our hideout again through out the years which we don't know how many years can we come back to our hometown that frequent anymore as both Blind and me will be stepping into another phase of life real soon, but at least we have something good to look forward to when we're back in Ipoh .. OUR HIDEOUT :)

Lastly, since it's a hideout I will not tell the location of the place Xp so if you all are curious enough do find out where and maybe you'll meet 2 stoners there, but before I end my post ... I would like to say, U-Curry, you've been there for us, and your memories will stay in us but as we are entering a new phase, it's time for us to move on and may you(U-Curry) live as a past in our hearts *heartz* ...

We all have our time machines. Some takes us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they are called dreams - Jeremy Iron

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Maybe,

Well, maybe i screwed up my exams, maybe i didn't treat my friends so well, maybe i purposely didn't answer that call, maybe i fought with my parents, maybe i had a bad attitude, maybe today is just a bad day, maybe it's just another boring day, maybe it's just my conscience... yes and the maybe list goes on and on, the bottom line is, we don't know.

Taken from a drama which phrased, " Can you measure the distance you are from the sky? or can you measure the quantity of water in the ocean?" Well to be honest we can't, we just can't so there comes the word maybe, maybe it's this deep or maybe it's that far...

The point is, maybe and with that word maybe there ain't a definite answer. So instead on focusing on maybes focus of yes or no. What you are today is what you've learnt from the past and becoming better, with past, i don't mean by just reflecting on yourself or maybe your experience, learn from the past focuses on a broad and wider scopes, which means family's path, friends and everyone you've met.

Yeah, so MAYBE, you can stop lingering in your little whinny world, instead, be realistic think of something reachable within you, reach out and achieve it and it will be a start for you at least you've achieved something.

"The world is not going to stop there and hear you whine, while you are whining everyone is picking up their paces and running ahead of you far far and further that you have least expected"

Karte.LIV

Holidays and Home,



Yeah, holidays have started not long i guess just about 3 days and yet i don't feel like it, to me it's like a routine in life already, end of semester go home, then same old things will be repetitive, felt like it's too redundant, but well maybe it's like that, which we can't deny it's just life again right?

I am rather predictable, every morning when i am awake, i'll march out to a mamak stall just located outside my house. Breakfast will be -> "boss, teh tarik, roti telur bawang" hahaha yup that's me it's rather easy to satisfy me.I won't be picky for food as long is it fills the stomach and it doesn't taste too bad until it can't be munched or swallowed Xp

After my breakfast or lunch maybe i'l sit down at the stall read a paper till my legs feels like moving i'll go home. At home i'll either do some chores or just sit at the sofa staring at the TV.

So, everytime i am back i have this thought of catching a movie alone, so i guess this time i'll really do so :) (fyi : i do this things alone, though i guess it's not anything great which i guess a lot of ppl ard who's visiting my blog do so as well? -> so do share with me how u spend time alone ) UR NOT ALONE hehehe that's what my friend would always say.

Before I am back here I do miss home a lot, kinda felt a bit home sick, well the feeling is like when you've been away too long you just need a shelter to go back too, rest, recharge and reclaim the lost in your soul so that you will be able to see things ahead better. I guess that's the definition of a home, after all we're mere mortals who's bounded by feelings aren't we?

So to those whose feeling like me, i've attached a pic of IPOH, taken from the hills of Mount Kledang, Menglembu, so for those who misses home do be reminded by the valley of IPOH surrounded by beautiful mountains where we once shared so much memories in growing up be it I know or don't know you :)

"Home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to" ->I find it quite true like i say, mortals ..