Restless
1st December, marks the end of my 3 weeks holiday which is not much of a holiday as well, since i'm back in Ipoh, like i said, routine routine and routine. Which is Breakfast, Biscuits, Lunch, Biscuits and Dinner + sometimes supper. Yup, needing a good rest and vacation maybe, but time seems to fly so fast, everything just happened in a blink of an eye.
Back in KL, on 30th of Nov, wishing that i would get some rest but as the title said, Restless, strucked by insomnia. Hate sleepless nights, it makes us recall the past, that's why i hate insomnias, one thought leads to another, it's a like a chain reaction where you try going down or retrieving the chain, you'll be linked to endless chains of past memories, the feeling is like you've got a scar on your body and you touch it, somehow the scar will send a tingling feeling and the brain will clearly tell you how you fell and got that scar, people always say that you should learn your mistakes but how sure are we that we would not get another scar from the similar incident because the future holds so much of untold stories which we yet to reveal to ourselves.
But then again, we're just mere humans, we are just glad that the scar which once a wound had healed itself leaving a mark to remind us, at least there's a reminder and we've been through, so whenever you felt like there's a dejavu happening which would lead you back and knowing that you'll get hurt, make a u-turn or choose another path to avoid any injuries be it physically or emotionally, that's why our body have scars for wounds that's been cutted deeply.
"As we try to unravel our entanggled past and kept thinking of what will happen in the future,hoping to find an answer, a gift but we have forgotten a gift that's always been there, right where we are, the present"-yangkee
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