Holiday Blues
Yup, the month of December, it's suppose to be a fiesta with the excitement with plans where to countdown for Christmas and as well the largest occasion of all New Year.
With students busy plotting how to skip class, how to plead for the lecturer to cancel class so we'll have longer holidays, while workers are trying to clear up their annual leaves so that they can enjoy a longer period of holiday.
As a student, I am excited at first to think of all this facts that i will be having a long holiday, meeting up with my friends from high school, mainly, it's a season of gatherings, but somehow it's not what i expected to feel. It's just different.
The feeling is like i want to spend all this occasions with somebody, does not necessarily be in relationship - somebody, it could be a good pal, buddy or bestie .. or maybe it's a desperation to have company, it's just contradicting, effect of the holiday blues, therefore, this year I am not liking holidays and rather bury myself in work loads :) at least something is done and not me here pondering all this sort of things :)
Neways, hope none of u readers are feeling the blue's of holidays as me :) Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :)
Karte.LXVI
GOT STRUCK MY MOOD-LESS ......
I'm finding a song to express my mood, when i suddenly heard this song in my play list, just suit my current feelings ... so .. BLUE ..
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain.
Tears and Rain.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain.
Tears and Rain.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain by James Blunt
Karte.LXV
Good News
So, I headed back Ipoh on the Fri night with my cous sis, brother , though i was tired, drove midnight but still come to think of the home cooking and the fantastic plus satisfying food you can get in Ipoh, its really enough to wipe your boredom of driving back. Not to forget, meeting all my old school mates
As I reached Ipoh, my sister suggested to have supper (2am) at a place in town called Tuck Kee, I was so blur when i reached Ipoh after a whole tired day on Fri but as the food was served, the aroma awaked me, it's the home sense of feeling, the aroma of the food is just intriguing! I've posted a few picture, they're all in my stomach but you can savor the pictures
Presenting...
Wat Tan Hor
Fried Lo Shue Fun
Steamed Squid
Pork Balls aka 'Zhu Yok Yuen'
It was a good night's start and the food journey continues with my family, I didn't took any pictures then though, but if you really made a trip down to IPoh i can guarantee you that it will definitely be satisfying!
So, I headed back Ipoh on the Fri night with my cous sis, brother , though i was tired, drove midnight but still come to think of the home cooking and the fantastic plus satisfying food you can get in Ipoh, its really enough to wipe your boredom of driving back. Not to forget, meeting all my old school mates
As I reached Ipoh, my sister suggested to have supper (2am) at a place in town called Tuck Kee, I was so blur when i reached Ipoh after a whole tired day on Fri but as the food was served, the aroma awaked me, it's the home sense of feeling, the aroma of the food is just intriguing! I've posted a few picture, they're all in my stomach but you can savor the pictures
Presenting...
Wat Tan Hor
Fried Lo Shue Fun
Steamed Squid
Pork Balls aka 'Zhu Yok Yuen'It was a good night's start and the food journey continues with my family, I didn't took any pictures then though, but if you really made a trip down to IPoh i can guarantee you that it will definitely be satisfying!
Karte.LXIV
BOLT! ZOOM ZOOMI still can't watch my movie, Quanrantine, due to reason my friends would get freaked out easily if they're watching scary movies, so i'll have to wait another week till i can get friends who won't get freaked out from scary movies :)
So instead of Quanrantine, we settled for Bolt,The Super Dog kononnya la, we watched the 3D version, cost me RM17. It was quite an experience but i won't be returning for another 3D movie unless it's really really interesting, I would definitely go for 3D Quarantine, if there's one la hahaha
Back to Bolt, if it were to be compared with Madagascar 2, i guess Madagascar made me laughed alot where as Bolt is rather the animation with moral values, not to say Madagascar don't have but Bolt is presented in a more dramatical way, so at times there are parts i felt it's rather draggy. But luckily, there's Rhino, hahaha that furry guy made me laughed till my jaws hurt.
Therefore all in all, if you're looking for a good laugh i suggest Madagascar 2, but if you are looking for something bit more serious, Bolt but then again, both are animations so you should know what you're expecting :)
*Those specs, it keeps dropping, maybe my face ain't big enough, anyway don't loose it, penalty is RM150 ...
Karte.LXIII
Restless
1st December, marks the end of my 3 weeks holiday which is not much of a holiday as well, since i'm back in Ipoh, like i said, routine routine and routine. Which is Breakfast, Biscuits, Lunch, Biscuits and Dinner + sometimes supper. Yup, needing a good rest and vacation maybe, but time seems to fly so fast, everything just happened in a blink of an eye.
Back in KL, on 30th of Nov, wishing that i would get some rest but as the title said, Restless, strucked by insomnia. Hate sleepless nights, it makes us recall the past, that's why i hate insomnias, one thought leads to another, it's a like a chain reaction where you try going down or retrieving the chain, you'll be linked to endless chains of past memories, the feeling is like you've got a scar on your body and you touch it, somehow the scar will send a tingling feeling and the brain will clearly tell you how you fell and got that scar, people always say that you should learn your mistakes but how sure are we that we would not get another scar from the similar incident because the future holds so much of untold stories which we yet to reveal to ourselves.
But then again, we're just mere humans, we are just glad that the scar which once a wound had healed itself leaving a mark to remind us, at least there's a reminder and we've been through, so whenever you felt like there's a dejavu happening which would lead you back and knowing that you'll get hurt, make a u-turn or choose another path to avoid any injuries be it physically or emotionally, that's why our body have scars for wounds that's been cutted deeply.
"As we try to unravel our entanggled past and kept thinking of what will happen in the future,hoping to find an answer, a gift but we have forgotten a gift that's always been there, right where we are, the present"-yangkee
1st December, marks the end of my 3 weeks holiday which is not much of a holiday as well, since i'm back in Ipoh, like i said, routine routine and routine. Which is Breakfast, Biscuits, Lunch, Biscuits and Dinner + sometimes supper. Yup, needing a good rest and vacation maybe, but time seems to fly so fast, everything just happened in a blink of an eye.
Back in KL, on 30th of Nov, wishing that i would get some rest but as the title said, Restless, strucked by insomnia. Hate sleepless nights, it makes us recall the past, that's why i hate insomnias, one thought leads to another, it's a like a chain reaction where you try going down or retrieving the chain, you'll be linked to endless chains of past memories, the feeling is like you've got a scar on your body and you touch it, somehow the scar will send a tingling feeling and the brain will clearly tell you how you fell and got that scar, people always say that you should learn your mistakes but how sure are we that we would not get another scar from the similar incident because the future holds so much of untold stories which we yet to reveal to ourselves.
But then again, we're just mere humans, we are just glad that the scar which once a wound had healed itself leaving a mark to remind us, at least there's a reminder and we've been through, so whenever you felt like there's a dejavu happening which would lead you back and knowing that you'll get hurt, make a u-turn or choose another path to avoid any injuries be it physically or emotionally, that's why our body have scars for wounds that's been cutted deeply.
"As we try to unravel our entanggled past and kept thinking of what will happen in the future,hoping to find an answer, a gift but we have forgotten a gift that's always been there, right where we are, the present"-yangkee
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