Karte.XIX

"A lot of people enjoy being dead. But they're not dead really--they're just backing away from life."


I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult,
in order to accept the responsibilities of a 6-year-old.

The tax base is lower.

I want to be six again.

I want to go to McDonald's and think it's
the best place in the world to eat.

I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle
and make waves with rocks.

I want to think M&Ms are better than money,
because you can eat them.

I want to play kickball during recess and stay up on Christmas
Eve waiting to hear Santa and Rudolph on the roof.

I long for the days when life was simple.

When all you knew were your colors, the addition tables and simple nursery rhymes, but it didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know, and you didn't care.

I want to go to school and have snack time, recess, gym and field trips.

I want to be happy, because I don't know what should make me upset.

I want to think the world is fair and everyone in it is honest and good.

There are things in life where we often overlooked when we have been in this journey called life for so long that sometimes we felt bored and sucky, but reminiscing the times when we were young we actually forgot how beautiful life was .. so after reading, have some time to think about how young and innocent we once were, forget about the frustrations that we have daily for it will come tomorrow as well but memories like this only happens once in our lifetime, think about it and eventually you will feel relaxed and maybe there are solutions to every problem we faced daily.

Karte.XVIII

~Greatest journey is the distance between two people~

Often we could not complete this particular journey, being humans can be so naive at times don't really know what they want, don't really know how to think and most of all we just find a hole dig and hide and never to awake to face what obstacles that's ahead of us.

Distance between 2 people is really a hard road to travel, one must go through lots of hardship, courage, perseverance and patience. Think twice if we should start this journey, it's not just simple words or empty promises, at the end of the journey I am sure you'll be rewarded, but if stopped half way .. DEVASTATED ..

Karte.XVII

Love's like solitaire.. have you all tried playing solitaire? Well for me i am not a big fan of a solitaire but I have a friend who loves solitaire alot that she played till she won't sleep .. but that's not my point ..

After seeing her excitement in playing solitaire, I tried myself but it made me realised that love is like solitaire .. why i said so?

Well, in the beginning of the game we played we sure have a hope winning it. Like love in the beginning, we hoped it would last that replicates how a game ends which is winning but eventually during the process of the game we need to strategize our every movement think alot and try our hardest to win but eventually what ever the card that's been given it's fated whether we win or loose ..

Similar to love, sometimes it's just fated whether it's going to be a winning game or a loosing game of solitaire. No matter how hard we try, what ever the cards are given in the process of the game we know that we are going to win or loose no matter how smart we are.

So as we reflect onto us, some would just keep on trying and telling themselves that their going to win the solitaire but some knows very well that they are going to loose so they gave up before facing the cruel fact that they've lost. So it's all up to us to decide whether we should continue to lie to ourselves that we're winning or loosing.

Solitaire .. Brilliant Game

Karte.XVI

~~CARS ARE GOING SSSSSLLLLLOOOOOW!~~~

Aftermath of the hiked up price of fuel , I noticed that when i woke up every morning, I don't dare to step on the oil paddle so much. Maybe it's me only but i noticed a lot of people doing that.

So i guess the one of the reason government raised the fuel price is to reduce road accidents hahaha .. LAME

Karte.XV

CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!!

This is totally ridiculous!!!!! At first food price like rice, grain and all those essential needs have been increased price .. and now PETROL!!! and what's worst increase for 41% ..

Let me calculate how does a student that has an average about rm500 - rm600 going to survive ..
If he/she drives a 1.5 litre car and uses 1 full tank of petrol weekly .. then ... one full tank is rm98.00 hence times with 4 weeks .. it'll come up to approximately rm400 ..

So lets do some simple calculation , rm600 - rm 400 = rm200 .. with food price increasing .. how do you think students be able to survive? So are students are suppose to eat instant noodles daily just to survive .. then ok , we can live with that .. it's ok .. so the next future generation will eventually die at young age due to cancer for over eating instant noodles ... a round of applause for our great government that kills our future grads that's been so hard struggling outside !

How can we compare the oil price with other countries in south east Asia? We are an oil exporting country and yet we can't be subsidised more? It's fair for other country's citizen to pay for their oil price because they are importing oil but we are exporting and we're suppose to gain profit and not wanting the citizens to pay more .. gosh ... evthing increasing except salary ..
it's like citizens have to tie their bellies just to pay for the petrol Great .. !

Conclusion ..
Optimistically : We know very well that we Malaysians are great survivors thru this wave that caused a ripple effect to all of our Malaysian's life we'll make it through one way or another!

Pessimistically : Our lifestyle and the way we spend our money will change drastically, every single cent from our pocket must be spent carefully.

Karte.XIV

It may sound absurd , but don't be naive .. even heroes have the right to bleed .... Sometimes i do feel that way, being strong always can really cut you deep the heart when reality strikes ... and it keep cutting .. enjoy the lyrics below for it states what's in my mind lately ..

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

.... It's not easy .. to ....be ... me .....

Karte.XIII

Cheerz for the ever hardwork of Malaysians trying to unite our country where we won't longer exists based on individuals ... but as families and friends as well as brothers and sisters!!

Hold on brother hold on
The road is long. We’re on stony ground
But I’m strong. You ain’t heavy

Oh there’s a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don’t bind, oh no.
What do they know? They speak falsely.

Chorus:
Here in my home
I’ll tell you what its all about
There’s just one hope here in my heart
One Love undivided
That’s what it’s all about
Please won’t you fall in one by one by one [with me]?

Push back sister won’t you push back?
Love won’t wait. Just keep pushing on.
Yes I’m strong. You ain’t heavy.

Oh don’t you worry about that…
What we have the shadows can’t deny
Don’t you know it’s now or never?

Rap:
[Malay: TRANSLATED]
Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion

[Chinese: TRANSLATED]
Hand in hand we’ll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people hope we’ll find peace forever

[Tamil: TRANSLATED]
May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed

[English]
So I will let it be known yes I feel it in my bones
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home
Sing!

Enjoy this song! People get it from www.youtube.com ... Here In My Home!!!