Karte.XII

Here is something to ponder in love. It's not just to your partners but love covers all including your closest buddies and your family

Read and share with everyone for it reflects us at a time or so...

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, " now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears and later wrote a letter to her saying,

"Please take care of my eyes"

This is how humans change when their status changes. Only a few remember what life was before, and who has always been there in the most painful situation.

By now, i think we all should ponder and glance back how much have we let our loved ones down, not only in a relationship but to our friends whos always stood by our side, our family. We've been given and blessed by a clear sight in life of how we should be, how we should not step into the wrong path and how they stood by us at our darkest moments. It's always not too late to know and repay them by just show some concern in their daily life. A simple message of "How are you?" can really brings up fallen spirit and lightens a soul.

Karte.XI

It's been really tiring lately .. A very very hard struggle but I am so sure my leg muscles are building each day as i am really training them hard!

Since i came back from Ipoh i haven't stopped using them, poor thing .. I wonder if humans parts can be changed, then it'll be so convenient to us. Yeah ain't that convenient :D but the fact is we as humans must go through all the hardships before we can really ease ourselves. And struggling and surviving is a prove of our existence as humans. Sometimes people tend to think if we are an existence of a sleeping dreaming giant where we only live based on his/her unconsciousness. But to think of all the hardships we've been thru so far, do we really ponder that we are an existence of a larger being? I don't really think so.

To me I always believed that life is a struggle, where we would only learn the true meaning of sweet after we've really tasted bitterness. That i really have to thank my mom for always feeding me with all kinds of weird chinese medicine when i was small so now i can taste all sort of bitterness at ease . But that's only taste, when you talk about life's struggle, sometimes i do wonder if i can really go all out to struggle. Ponder ..

But what ever the life's situation, face it with a smile. At least a smile will lighten your burden or even ease your struggle so that you won't face your troubles with a frown.

Life is for living, don't worry about tomorrow, let's live for today

Karte.X

So so so so sorry about the post, i know it's gone ...

I'll try to do something about it ...

But not now ..

.. Busy, Tired , Tired , Busy

Karte.IX

People who are in love, going to be in love or maybe not in love read this and ponder bout it.This story tells us something about..... LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is an engineer by profession. I love him for
his steady nature and... I love the warm feeling when I
lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage,
I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The
reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into
the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it
comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the
romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy.

My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of
sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic
moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that
I wanted a divorce.

'Why?' he asked, shocked.

'I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the
world!' I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep
thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased.

Here was a man who was not able to even express his
predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: 'What can I do to change your
mind?'

Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's
personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in
him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: 'Here is
the question.... If you can answer and convince my heart,
I will change my mind.'

Let's say; I want a flower located on the face of a
mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the
flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?'

He said: 'I will give you your answer tomorrow.... '

My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a
piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a
milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that
goes....

My dear,
'I would not pick that flower for you, but .... please
allow me to explain the reasons further..... '

This first line was already breaking my heart. I
continued reading.

'When you use the computer you always mess up the
Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I
have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the
programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I
have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for
you.

You love travelling but always lose your way in a new
city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your 'good friend'
approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I
can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be
infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to
tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do
nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so
that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and
help to remove those annoying white hairs.
So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the
beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful
sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the
colour of the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who
loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower
yet, and die ... '

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his
handwriting ... and as I continue reading... 'Now, that
you have finished reading my answer, and if you are
satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing
outside bringing your favourite bread and fresh milk...'

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face,
clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and
loaf of bread....

Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much
as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower
alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE.

When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement
fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that
lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky
forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest
and most boring form ...

Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on
the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the
pillar of true love stands ... AND THAT'S LIFE

The happiest people in the world.... are not those who
have no problems, but those who learn to live with things
that are less than perfect.

LOVE is not just between two lovers, husband and wife--it
also encompasses mother, father and siblings, sisters and
brothers, friends and neighbours.

Ain't the story touching? Sometimes in life, we perceived love as an excitement until we've forgotten and neglected the smallest things that our loved on do for us just to make our lives easier and happier. In away, if you think back about your relationship, didn't it sparkled from the smallest thing that he/she does? but at that time you thought so highly of it? Yup .. glance back and look at how u fell in love with your partner, if not even look at how your family treats you? And hope may this article create some sense of realization in us that we're not actually alone, there's love .. EVERYWHERE you just don't see it with your eyes for it can only be seen with your HEART >.<*HEART YOU ALL LOTZ!!>

Karte.VIII

Relationship= { sad, suffering }
We know these are negative elements and yet why do we humans still get ourselves involved?
or did i perceived the wrong set of elements?
should it be

Relationship = { happiness , understanding }

Confused .. =.='

Karte.VII

Regarding the death of our dear NS trainee Too, 18, she died at a young age while undergoing a shooting training in her respective camp recently. People blame it on the reason where the officers weren't taking enough care of the welfare of the trainees. Forensics research found out she died because of constipation due to in-ability to discrete her toxins and hence poisoned her to death. In my personal point of view I did blame the NS officers of not being caring enough to the trainees because when a person is selected for NS training, it's written there "TANIAH, ANDA TERPILIH" , the word taniah is suppose to congratulate and that means when a person is selected for NS he/she suppose to undergo training under professional supervision from the officers where all of their health welfare are being taken care of thoroughly and not even a second can be taken lightly.And to add the the matter, taniah is suppose to mean the children sent for NS are suppose to go as teenagers and come back as adult but news that's been publishing so far came back the other way. So, I guess taniah to the person who got selected means he/she might have to undergo a training that will cause her/his life, go there as a teenager come back in lifeless.

Another matter, the headlines wrote "Another NS Trainee Dead". I highlighted the word another because another sounded like it's happening so frequent. Parents send their children for NS in hoping to shape them into being more responsible and be able to stand on their own feet, not sending them there and ended up receiving their child's body. My condolences to Too's family.

Another point of view from my friend is, he said it in a very logical manner which i think can be considered as well. In a way, there are people dying every second in the world. Referring back to NS due to the reason a large amount of people gathering, it just increases the death rate at a particular area. Can it be avoided?

I really do think that the personel organizing the NS training should really look into the major factors that's been causing deaths to our future of the country. They should not take actions only when there's a problem cause it's like "crying over spilled milk". They should really re-assess the whole module for training and look into the smallest details cause "prevention is always better than cure".

Personally, a lesson to be pondered, don't you think the above scenario happens quite frequent among us? Though we might think "Aiya, it's not so important until it's life taking geh" but even the smallest mistakes in our lives can cause us a huge portion of our future. Like a tiniest crack in a damp, due to the pressure of the water the whole damp might break and cause a massive flood.

Karte.VI

I just can't sleep .. actually i've been wanting to change the blog's name for so long! Juz couldn't think of a proper one .. so at last! hahaha .. http://crazyphilosophies.blogspot.com

I kinda liked that name cause it's kinda catchy and it suits most of us which we are all trying to survive out there day and night either studying or working. After past 2 years, i've came across loads of ppl old or new friends. I came to a conclusion, humans are made special for who they are and how they derive a formula or a certain philosophy in their own lives. Some has a certain formula to success while some still searching. There are some just cling to their old philosophies where they aren't daring enough to change the way they are cause afraid of the new things or challenges that's coming in their way.

Well, to me life is really a learning process,
you talk to some,
you derive something from them,
you might even find it useful and in the end it adds to the collection of
Crazy Philosophies in Life.

Karte.V

Wanted to post this so long already ... read and think deep of what it says ..

Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.

Friends

Anger is only one letter short of danger
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.


He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.

Learn from the mistakes of others
You can't live long enough to make them all
yourself.

Friends, you and me...
You brought another friend...
And then there were 3...
We started our group...
Our circle of friends...
And like that circle...
There is no beginning or end...

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present

Don't you think it's meaningful? Yeah when we are out here alone, it matters the most to have friends around you to support and be there for you. I am lucky because i have a special one, 2 budakz which i missed the most and a gang that i don't know how would i live without them.

Karte.IV

AAAAaaaaaaarrrrrRRRrrRRgGggggGGGGHHHHhhhhhHHH ! !!!!!!!

Damn my leg hurts! Gosh i should have known earlier, "how many times must i tell myself don't go on a hardcore game when you've not exercised for so darn long!" but what the heck i still go don't listen to own advice and suffer the consequences XD!

Well I went for futsal that's what got me into this pity position tonight. After half an hour i feel like I am floating on the air, can't even stand properly XD! I should be ashamed of it but I laughed at myself for being such a bad player eventhough my team won but i felt i did not contributed much hahaha Sorry gang! I promise I'll run more next time XD!

Lesson learnt : "train more to build stamina and stop eating like a pig =.=" "