Karte.XXXIII

Sem started for 1 week dee .. another 14 weeks to go.. Gosh and I tell you it's not going to be an easy sem. Below I posted my current pic and guess what with my length of hair the lecturer of my database system course asked me to 'kerat'! i mean wth?! yup this was the face i showed my friend when she asked me to 'kerat' my rambut ! =.='

OK besides that, when i entered the class, (still database system) to the shock of my life , we were called to stand up and sing the song of my uni. omg ..... the normal expression .. stunned liaw

All of the classes are somewhat demanding, guess it's just going to be another tsunami sem .. hahaha where there's horror everywhere, zombies coming to class, ppl dead, plunder everywhere, havoc around the faculty, yada yada yada ...

Come to think of it, positive thinking ... It's going to be a challenging sem and once again we will emerge as successors and create miracles. Talked bout miracles .. if we throw an egg down the floor 100 times if one time it doesn't break it's miracle well it's not miracles actually it's based on effort on how much we put in to make ourselves better. Guess this sem will be interesting. Therefore get that lazy arse moving and keep pumping your efforts to the max until you just drop dead and shut down. I guess that's how it will be :)

Things that you don't put effort or your fullest attention to it you won't feel the difference or you won't see the difference in it. Like what i've always quoted "when the going gets tough, the tough gets going!" and in one of my lectures, the prof said .. humans can bend and stretch it depends on us whether do we want or not. If you don't do so now, till you're old you'll regret it. Bend and stretch to the max when we are still young. Bak kata pepatah "Melentur buluh biars dari rebungnya".

As a conclusion I guess I'll have to bend and stretch again :)

Karte.XXXII

How much does contentment worth?

So I read this book called Self-Empowerment, quite true and cool at the end of the day it's yours to judge how much contentment worth.

A fisherman was lying on the shore of a beautiful beach, not doing anything. He was enjoying his time there when he knows he needs to go out and catch fish. Soon a businessman passes by to relax from a stressful day at work.

Seeing the fisherman, he was wondering why is he not working, curiously, he told the fisherman "You're not going to catch much fish with the way you're going, you should be working to earn more!".

The fisherman smiled and replied " And what will I get as my reward?"

"Well you can get bigger nets and catch more fish!" "And then?", asked the fisherman,"You will make more money and get a bigger boat to get more fishes""And then?" asked the fisherman again.

Agitated, the businessman continued "You can get even bigger boats and hire people to work for you!" he replied.

"And then?", the fisherman repeated.

Angrily, the businessman replied "Can't you see? You can build a fleet of fishing boats and your employees will catch fish for you"

Again,"And then?" the fisherman asked.

With rage, the businessman shouted"You can become so rich that you will never have to work for living and you can spend the rest of your life lying on the beach not doing anything!!".

Smiling, the fisherman said "What do you think I am doing now?"

-end-

As we may perceive the situation, we can let life loose but it's the matter of how much we want things our in lives. Some just choose to stay contented like the fisherman, some won't be contented like the businessman but at the end it's just a price of contentment, it depends on how much u value it.

Karte.XXXI

Human Technology Love Affair

Yup!! It's one of those another sleepless night again hahaha .. I wanted so bad to sleep again tonight ... but well eventually what they say is so true .. "Man proposes, God disposes" maybe I can't sleep for a reason, which I don't actually know why but it doesn't matter

So as usual I'll just sit in front of my dear(computer) well this night is different, she didn't sang songs to comfort my soul, instead I was looking at her I think through out the night ... thinking wow ain't she beautiful hahaha jk jk nee .. well I was watching erm listening to TVB Drama but eventually i fell in love with the theme song which was in piano i don't exactly know the name but i went and searched on lime wire and thankfully to those uploaders i got to download it and again it sent comfort to the soul and to add to it stumbled upon another song by evanescence - restless.

I searched for the lyrics but it didn't actually meant anything which led to restless but the song has a dark side of it, don't know somehow i felt it. It's really cool hahaha so guys if you all are free do go download and listen hahaha it's extremely recommended just for listening not singing hahaha .. ENJOY :)

Well finally, it ends up that once again i have to thank my dear computer i got to find another song, though i don't actually know who is jimmy lin .. but this song called "wo bu hou hui" which means I don't regret is another cool song i stumbled upon tonight. Love my comp alot. Another sleepless night where i had an affair with technology.

Karte.XXX

I am 22 dee! it's like ..oh my god!!!

Yup! A year older .. Does it makes any difference? I don't really know myself .. THanks for all the messages and calls !!! Thank you so much pattayaz hahahaa .. miss ya all so much! Everything was abit different .. but i know i wasn't alone .. Thanks!

Oo0o yeah i ain't a good singer eventually hahaha .. but i enjoyed myself so much! THanks!

Karte.XXIX

She sings so sweet, sending tunes and melody that cools the soul, thank you so much to her without her, my life would be meaningless. How could I live without you :) million thanks to my 'always-be-there-for-me-computer' that plays Mr Jacky Cheung's music. Both of you are my life savers! Got some rest finally.

Due to last nite's lesson I woke up today and wanted so much to listen to this song hope you guys and girls out there can enjoy it as much as I do ...

p.s : I am not troubled just sometimes when solitude comes knocking on your door, it shakes the soul within ..

What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now

No more gas in the rig
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
All my life on my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall
It's like they talkin' to me
Disconnectin' your call
Your phone don't even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Disturbia

Release me from this curse
I've been trying to maintain
But I'm struggling
You can't go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Disturbia ! Wooo hooo !

Karte.XXVIII

INSONMIA!! DISTURBIA!!!

Mom has been nagging me bout why am I always sleeping late and all those kind of things, so being a good boy i planned to sleep early tonight, I was really tired after running around the whole day, physically I am totally exhausted but I really don't know why does my mind kept on spinning and thinking and thinking and thinking till I am so active I can't sleep. Gosh!Am I disturbed? I don't know Help is there a remedy to sleep?

I got up suddenly, hoping to look at the time should be around 4 or 5 am but it's not! It's only like about 145 almost to 2 .. gosh .. Time does not speed up when i need it to speed it's like crawling only! Just hope to get some sleep I don't mind where I sleep now as long as I can get one ... =.='

Karte.XXVII

This song .. once i heard and saw the lyrics .. it keeps lingering in my mind .. can't get it out .. maybe it expresses what i feel ..

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty

Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love a myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much more than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe!

Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love

And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love [2x]

Empty by The Click Five