Karte.CXIII

Twas For Told ~

Guess the era for blogging is completely phased out with social media like FB / Twitter. Come to think back of the days where dear netizens would still create posts or even write their thoughts on the blogs are almost gone, left were the few survivors with proper / popular contents.

Well, using this forgotten technology to write my own piece of mind is quite .. hmm not sure if I know the right word, but describing it would be 'The feeling of sitting alone on a boat in the middle of Loch Ness' - scary yet tranquil. It reminds people of how big the world could be and how tiny you are. Sounds abit melancholic though, yet sometimes its feels good to be overwhelmed by emotions and feelings, the exact feeling of being washed away by strong waves, you'll choke eventually but know for sure you'll be able to go through it.

Well, if you continue to read on, this post has no proper direction of what I'm trying to convey, but if you can extract some data and make it your philosophy well, that's great. Still i guess, its pretty much of a rubbish. I won't be deleting it. Like I say, its a tranquil environment to me.

Karte.CXII

Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love.

~Anonymous

Anger, hurt and pain are three of the strongest feelings a human could ever feel which often leads to tragedies. Therefore, do take note the importance of the quote, do not let anger, pain or hurt eat you up.

Whenever these 3 feelings of emotions are there, be alone or altogether, just think about love, think about people that cared for you, think about that loved you.

Karte. CXI

Holidays for Me

Ideal

• laughing out loud
• speak our minds
• walk around town chatting and laughing
• joking at things happening around us

Reality

• cold, silence
• alot of walking, less talking
• being shun away
• enclosed with our own little universe of thinking

Holidays .....

Karte.CX

Updates, updates, updates

Oh well its been another few months since i've written on the blog again, as for me, a lot have been going on.

Its not easy to embrace this new phase of life after graduating, I noticed that being a fresh graduate and a fresh/noob work person can be quite challenging.

In the perspective of financial wise, I guess its one of the biggest struggle, given a salary which is just enough to make it through the month sometimes made it very hard to have savings. Its with savings only we can plan for the future but i guess again i'm trying to rush things through. Anyways, still looking and trying hard to budget budget budget =)

Well as for work matters and work load, i pretty much enjoy what i'm doing currently, though sometimes it could get a little messy and complicated but its going through the challenges and setting the complications straight thats what gives the satisfaction =) . Though easier said, but still i know i have loads/piles/heaps to pick up in order to get me to where i want to be one day.

Aside from the above, everything is pretty fine with me just that i'm lack of gym, gaining fats a lot *always get the comment "ei you fat ad" -.- ''''.

Oh ya, anyways i promised someone to write about her, and I'm looking forward to seeing her as I post this blog =) hope you'll read this hee^^

Karte.CIX

Events Update

Past

1.) After graduation, went to Langkawi, had a blast with my uni buddies =)

2.)Came back from 'grad vakey', started training in Shah Alam for Dell

3.)Amidst training, had a farewell party for mah buddy Bell, gonna miss her hell lots! ++ had a crazy blast time with my buddies, looking forward for it again!

Present

4.)Left 2/3 weeks to train in Shah Alam

5.)Looking forward to be back in Cyber

6.)Looking forward for my convocation =)

Thoughts

6.)Missing hell lots of my 'Pattayaz Gang'

7.)Plans to go on vakey with muah buddies again =)

Karte.CVIII

Problem With Posting

Have you ever faced the problem of sitting in front of the computer and thinking what to write in your blog? Well I am one of them, as I am not an everyday blogger, but sometimes to produce an article which is nice with subtle content its just difficult. It doesn't occur to me to write anything when I wanted to write something.

I guess you all must be thinking, since I'm so reluctant to write, why start a blog? Well the reason is simple, I want to maintain something, or I would say its a past time, therefore my posts are rather random.

The issue starts here, actually i believe i could be quite a good blogger, as my them says 'Philosophies that runs within our veins', I have them just that when it comes to realizing it on the blog it takes time to extract my thoughts on typing into this simple text box.

Everyday i spend 2 hours in the car, I noticed a lot about people on the road. And each time i noticed them I wanted to instantly write it down on my blog because after a long day of work I would have forgotten that matter. Besides of noticing people, I also cropped up a lot of thoughts about the society, nation and what is going on around us. Take example, for the most reason case about the BHP incident, it was a tragic accident and us being the society didn't even helped out due to our cautious thinking.Its just something to ponder about as a an example.

So there you have it, if our internet connection were to be faster in our country and we do not need to pay a hefty price for mobile internet I do think our nation would be able to produce better bloggers with their own thoughts and express it globally.

Karte.CVII

English? Manglish More ..

chee: just now got 3 cars accident

infront my vi then middle proton saga then behind is satria

hahaha

the satria bang the proton until it went under it hahaha

*the above language is what i used to describe an accident to my friend ... totally broken, and i don't know how I got the style of writing that way... I guess its the effect of bad practice chatting online since lower secondary days .. well to make up to it

refined version

I witnessed an accident earlier along a highway as I was on my way back from work. The accident involved 3 cars.

From what I witnessed, the first car, a Myvi was hitted from behind by a Proton Saga and followed up by a Proton Satria. The MyVi wasn't badly damaged then were only a small area dented compared to the Proton Satria because the hood of the Proton Satria was stucked beneath the bonnet of the 2nd car, Proton Saga.

-end-

somehow i think that my refined version gives out more information compare to my 'chatting' version. Oh well .. moral of the story is, don't tail gate other cars too near, we would not know what's happening in front.

Drive safe people =)

Karte.CV

Decisions and Consequences,

You make one,

You bare with one or more ...

Silently, quietly it is being sliced away

How much more can it take?

As the needle of the clock ticks,

Can the hands of time hold onto the material

Before its being sliced to the core?

Or will the hand grasp it so tight

And may the material be joined back

All based on Decisions made,

Consequences will follow along ...

Karte.CIV

If the programming don't worn you out, the travelling does.

Yes exactly like my title, i'm currently having courses in shah alam, and to travel 56km daily to work for 5 days in 3 months .. i guess my body needs to do alot of adjusting, plus with the 9 - 5pm programming daily and focusing hahaha .. its really mentally exhausting but i'm kind of glad cause the classes were interesting enough, and i must compliment my instructor for being very skillful and knowledgeable. Thanks

Aside from that, random things that i'm going to talk about will be my wax! gosh, being the value for money me, i decided to purchase this wax (ball shaped) definitely you guys won't miss it in the stores. Its rm9 cheaper than my previous wax but every morning, as i'm using it to wax my hair, i would look at the mirror and start complaining to myself why on earth have i bought it .. -.- gosh but what's done is done, guess i'll have to stick to it for quite sometime, can't help it though hahahaha ...

Just wanted to release my grudge towards that wax, which was entirely my fault on my blog hahaha.

Guys be sure not to get that wax, you're in for a terrible experience cause the substance ain't like wax at all, its like a mixture of don't know what with cream .... sad ....

Karte.CIII

Hie blog,

Yup, its been a while, its the same things i've written since my last post yeah, its really been a while though

Just a lil update bout myself, yeah i've graduated, from what i had done through out my studying life i guess i somehow achieved something, managed to pick myself up after several falls in my life but i think can't be too comfortable with myself yet, its another 40 ++ years to struggle ahead. Come to think of it, you have max 20years to study, starting from kindergarden, primary, secondary, degree, masters and phd .. or maybe some other things, all you have to do is just to invest 20years of your short stay on this earth to maybe guarantee another 40years of less struggle ahead, well its kind of a reflection of myself, i practically wasted 1/2 of my study life so i guess i'll have to work my ass out for another 40 years well, being the optimistic me, maybe another 20 years of life where others might be able to achieve in just 5 years? well who knows what might the future will unfold for us, but you just got to look up and look forward for what are the challenges it might bring in the future.

So got to stay strong and stay heads up =)

Well since i'm writing, i'm going to also take this opportunity to thank all my beloved buddies out there, who's been so supportive of me throughout my years in university, gosh you guys are really the best! non can replace you all, once my buddy ( we call him big G) when he's in course he'll be looking for the gang, and hell am i missing it, now i'm also taking courses but it does not feel any near the same after the classes, just.. melancholic when i'm driving home...

hahaha miss those times when we're lingering in the uni and especially times in cendi, though its a short stay but its enough to engrave deep memories right down in our hearts =) Guys, and Gals .. you guys are the best! now and forever =) Do keep in touch always if you all are reading this blog ok?

Guess i better stop here before i get too emo, there were alot of ups and downs throughout the time when i wasn't writing my blog, but we'll save it for later posts =). Probably will be a reminiscence of what i had been in my past =)

Cheerszzzzz

Karte.CII

I know my blog is super outdated well, i'll be updating it real real soon =) =) wonder if anyone reads but well its an expression of my thoughts so must cherish it .. stay tuned

Karte.CI

The Climb

Sometimes you do wonder, is it the higher you climb, the harder you fall? But for those who haven't even tried climbing how would you know you will fall or you might not? Human by nature are afraid of uncertainties, as you climb higher, we would not know what is beyond the next flight of stairs that we are taking.We can just step onto thin air and the next moment we will start to fall, failing to cling onto anything as we fall the feeling is extremely freaky but what if its the other way round? There are continuous flight of stairs for us to climb its only up to us to decide should we take the next step or not.

Well, its all up to us, some of us might have fallen so many times that we are unable to feel the pain of hitting the ground, or some have fell once and was never able to have the courage to get back onto the stairs or some have taken the first step and never have fallen.

At the end, its up to us to determine or to think whether has the previous fall worth while that we would not fall the second time. "Failure is the key to success", I do believe its through.

Karte.C

100th Post!!! 23 years of Life and a decade of Friendship

I've been misled in life, got back in the right direction, sometimes go astray, but still will find a way out. All the things I've been through is really memorable, it would have been black and white if its not for my loved ones being around me and supporting me.

1st is of course muah family, whom are dearly to me, they've been encouraging me, supporting me and advising me all the while, I know that sometimes I'm a rebel and always the radical one, but thanks without your support I think I would have been lost long ago, doing things without weighing the consequences and of course maybe I would not even see my future that clearly, even if I have a hundred years of life, I don't think I could express my gratitude towards my family. Thanks ;)

2nd of course, my lovely and dearest buddies around me, crazy bunch of fellas but with their own experience in life to share with as well as their ways of making you laugh you eyeballs out. Yup I'm refering to you guys, thanks for all the things that you all have done for me through out the years, you guys are as close as my family to me. My wishes for you all is to always stay who you are and keep moving forward together.

Therefore, in memory of my 1st 100th post, I'm using this post to express how much you all meant to me in this 23 years of life, Family .. and friends, though a few came in 10 years later .. but still ... a decade of friendship, is never easy to find.I do hope that our frienship will last for a few more decades, maybe it will even touch a century, who knows, and to those i've newly met, you all rocked too!! Sometimes, you'll find the most beautiful thing in the world through friendship its just totally incomparable and priceless. Thanks again you all meant alot to me and i guess we've seen changes in ourselves but never ceased to remind each other on the paths we're going through.

almost 2 decades of love :)

the bond that never breaks -Budakship

Past and presents :)

We never cease to laugh when we're together

PATAYAZ GANG ROCKZZZ!!

A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world. -- Leo Buscaglia

Karte.XCIX

Transformers 2 - Revenge of the Fallen

A must watch movie!!

I'm going for the second time, third, forth, maybe fifth too! Anyone interested?

Karte.XCVIII

Internship Week 11 and 12

In a blink of an eye, internship is coming to an end alread

y, come to think back, the beginning of this internship journey was filled with excitement, there were thousand and one questions filled our thoughts when it began, all was wondering how would life as a programmer would be like. To me it feels more of a job of passion, enduring 8 hrs a day infront of the computer trying to solve problems with codes, creating something out of nothing gives a programmer pure satisfaction, the best satisfaction given to a programmer is knowing that users are happy and satisfied with your application. Besides that lots of thinking needed to be done before designing a project, mainly is how reusab

le your codes will be in the future. If codes are created just to be used for once it would be a total waste in the future. The feeling is like you have spent time, hours and days on the coding and in the end it can be used only once? Think of the logic? Who would want to create something and only can be used once right?

As a conclusion, being a programmer is like being a creator, it depends on oneself whether to be a good creator or a bad one. Of course for there is yin there's always yang, a programmer can also be a destroyer, it depends on his/her thinking whether

which side he/she would prefer to be on.

Well, that's the crazy philosopher's story about his internship, as for the pattayaz gang, well its been hell of a 3months i guess, as its coming to an end, some would wished it ends early but then again, our hearts still feel heavy to leave due to knowing cool colleagues around us :) and to think of the busy days ahead of us, yet we still cherish the fact that we're still students and we can temporarily step out of the slaving world for maybe a bout 12months? but then again, time flies, what is 12 months in this city that never sleeps?

Below are snapshots of both applications that i've developed, I did promised i'll upload didn't I ?

Anyways, its kind of excited to think that the pattayaz gang will be united again and most of us will be celebrating our last birthday as a student, so l

ets enjoy this coming last 2 semesters before we really enter the slaving world and persue on our destiny

Project 1 - Database Editor

Project 2 - Fan Selection System

Karte.XCVII

Life is really fragile

Karte.XCVI

We were born into this world alone
And we'll leave alone

The only consolation is
We choose Love
We choose Life
That will make us a little less lonely

Karte.XCV

Thank You for trying to save it
But maybe its terminal
or not?

Best medicine will be time
Maybe its selfish to suffer alone
But at least pain won't linger in 2 of us
it will only be 1

Karte.XCIV

A Common Phenomena But So True

There are no 2 similar type / pattern of glasses in the world

Once broken will forever be a broken glass

As much as we try to patch it up

It was still a broken glass .. 

We can melt it, weld it , shape it .. Its still once a broken glass 

Karte.XCIII

Internship Week 5 & 6
Every End Is A Beginning

I've officially finished my first project in the company which is a database editor using excel concept. Nothing great though cause all i did was implementing all the excel functions readily in the library or better known as components. Well that was week 5 for you

As for every end is a beginning, as soon as i've ended my 5th week 6th week was commenced with a meeting and again started my journey of programming into another level .. A new project was given and its pretty interesting as i will be experiencing all the stages of programming from development to deployment :)

Working life status so far is kinda fun just that at nights is rather boring but still life goes on no matter what. To add to the nights' misery the notorious mosquito clan kept robbing my blood and my sleep at the same time. I'm so gonna give them a big smack!!! ..

Well as this post was kind of late so I don't remember much of what happened the 2 past weeks. Maybe i'm really suffering from loosing short-term memory .. hahaha